Something is Amiss

Sunday, June 25, 2006

has been asked to blog for a few times... hehe... oh well.. my bro gav me a bottle of liquid that can heal pimples... it worth 200+ bucks per small small bottle =X omg i woke up this morning i see the results.. its so suprising la... all the pimple dry up... scars disappearing... works lik magic... hehe...
ytd i hav been surfing the net for songs for my blog... duno i actually found a happy song then i go change to this... creepy n sad song... mayb i like this kind of songs better than happy ones... it just says alot abt me huh..? =/ wells sch holiday opening lerh... i hav been deciding to change myself again to get myself to study.. i wouldnt want to be alone.. even when all the kukus are gone... so i better buck up n leave with the sec 2s when i'm sec 5... then if i still lazy lazy... n stayed back sec 3.. then.. too bad.. even though how hard i wish not to be alone... in the end its all up to me to decide whether i want it badly or not... last day of holiday.. nvr seemed fun... as time is still going... nn... as time go... more n more ppl... will leave uu.. those uu care... uu love... im sure everyone would wish time would stop... so did i..
but i gave up wishing in such ... nonsense long ago... even tho wishes might come true if u wish n hope for it hard enough... but still... it did not turned out that way for sometimes...if time would stop at the place... where everyone is smiling... caring each other... where u can feel love as u walk pass... i would give up... anything in me to hav that... haiss... and there i tell ppl not to get sad abt it.. coz its gona happen some day...yadayada... but out bonds will hold us together...yada yada.. im just always such a sucker... teling ppl things tt i dont believ... n expect them to believe... how selfish of me... =/ no idea y im like this... haiss woke up n dont feel lik doing anything... mayb coz i just had a nightmare ba... i nvr get to see the clear picture of my nightmare... but it always sends a message to me... it says "ur alone, no body wants u, ur all alone..." this fucking dreams always smash my ego.. haiss... or mayb i ytd too late sleep today too early wake up... anyhow think baa.... haiss so confused... =/ gona stop here lerh...

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

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