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Thursday, January 07, 2010

A Year to Remember, a better Year ahead.

Haven't been posting , realised i havent made a new year posts like everybody did :P

2009,
have been a great year and i experienced alot thru this year
graduations, seperations, creations, continuations.

Things I've done meaningful for 2009
-getting so close with the guys n girls after all these years, our Clique :)
-many things happened everyday and made me a better person for 2010
-drunken moments and closer bonds..
-a recital for a lesson, Journey to a better pianist

Confessions for wrong doings for 2009
-been a coward to love and chose to get over
-talked wise but never acted wise
-been two headed becoz just so lazy to deal with dramas
-thought bad about friends
-never practised hard enough, always saying but not doing
-realizing that i havent actually been a good president in ESC :X

have been seeing photos in fb from east spring chorale juniors and i realised i have been quite a fucker Lolz...
wonder what it would have been like if i tried to be better hmm...
do miss the practising and running and going home in the evening and eat mac...
miss hearing those Union notes.

nowadays just living like a normal person should ba.. responsibilities n realistic thinking..
but i will never think that the money makes the world go round :) its never what a normal person should think

looking back years in sec sch do miss the early morning chats... horrible lessons to stay awake, nagging, punishment for not doing homework, rushing for recess, eating cai fan, reaching home in the afternoon super sweaty and smelly and havent bath just play dota lol
at home... doing nothing... no nid work no nid worry for NEAR future... assh....

hope tmr faster end then gona chiong to ks hse to slack, took off from tmr's shift just for chilling :D
heard from siang yew sunday's meeting was cancelled :(( was hoping to meet pri sch frens and see how they've been.. nvm hope meet up soon i wana see how everyone looks like now :D
well sat's dinner with family oso cancelled -.- but changed to monday :D WOOOOO monday no more blues babe... crab and frog leg and bamboo clam... HERE I COME!!

wa today's maths was horrible, i Blanked out and wanted to just give up...
see la dun listen to the ang moh teach... now all duno..
ang moh ah... ang moh... pls teach me :(
nvm.. go psycho siew mei teach me, she sure teach me one ^^

now...for...
Resolution For 2010 (:
/- Cliques to stay together, as long as 1 year still together, i can include it for next year and hope it goes on :)
/- meet up with people i havent seen for AGES, Pri sch frens, Kukus and big bros frens? hehe..
/- Be better at Piano
/- 2nd and Er sao to have a beautiful baby :) i cant wait...
/- hope every day will be better than the one before, dont have to be great, just good :)
/- World Peace ^_^

missing;9:29 PM

Thursday, January 07, 2010

about.

Scream of Pain

past.

merci.