Something is Amiss

Sunday, April 22, 2007

SYF DAY;
was really unfocused in class coz of my blocked ears, i was quite irritated with it la, then at 11, me n pei yun chatted with ms cai awhile then kai li came to our class then we went to find the others. went to music room then oo everyone was there already.. then we went to run around the hall for 5 rounds..zzz then went to eat, alot of teachers come ask wad we doing in canteen after recess time,zzzz then ppl passing by wishing us good luck, very nice feeling ;P like going to some war , but i hope those wishes tt they give are suppose to b positive? ;)
wells then we went back to change, n when mr teh and ms wong came we practiced abit, then the bus came n we went up n went to vic concert hall.
then prepared at the room, zz in tt room we sing the huge piece of glass window keep lik gona crack, then half way mrs tey came! :D missed her leh, shes pregnant ^^ keke then we went up ourside the hall, lol ko matsushita n some other judges came out from their break, lol mr teh say daryl wanted to meet him, wa they shake hand haha, daryl ah lucky kid la then it was our turn! T_T so excited la, then went up n saw quite alot of ppl, we started singing, eee the aquistic sux la lik fuck worse than our asthetic room la,but then probably to most of our suprise, after the 1st song mr teh said "good job" o.O n i look at mrs lee she was happy lik hell then i thought.. did we really did well?? then i happy la :D
then 2nd song n 3rd mr teh oso say good job O.O then mrs lee oso super happy lolz oh ya 1 thing tt made me smile, is the way mrs lee clap -.- lik little kid la but it was really good support :)
then we went down, n i keep asking the others, did we really do a good job??? but 1 thing is our 3rd song last note was perfect ^___^ so happy when i heard tt sound.. .wootz
gwen oso heard it she said she oso very happy haha, then we waited... n waited... then the results came... it was a...bronze :] well abit disappointing la... coz when ppl say u did a good job but ur reward doesnt show better results it was quite discouraging la... then mr teh say this year's judging more strict.. :\ well even so im sure we all put in the best we've got, then took bus back to school, then ayio ms sng was having headache... she vomited quite alot of times =/ hope shes ok .. then theres the bunch behind alamak bodoh ^^ sing n sing n sing if i was ms sng i walk to them n vomit on them ^__^ then got back in sch we went to mac to eat
zzz kai li kept shooting the stupid ice -.- bodoh la.., then after playing awhile we went back home...

YTD;
woootz ytd was fun, when i woke up i went to eat with... my mum,bro n his gf, we went to eat... eh wait... no morning my mum bought kueh chap for me n lunch went to eat with them at hong kong cafe, yucks my noodle sux meet sauce handmade noodle... my bro's gf de sweet n sour sauce noodle looked so nice T_T then went home, slack n used comp whole afternoon then evening me n my big bro went to eat with hes friends then we waited for his gf n we went to.. IKEA weeee... was big...really big, we bought 3 comp tables n 2 roller chairs, came home n DIY wahahha we kind of had a competition who DIY finish well ofc my big bro la i was looking for screwdriver for them lor.. -.- then we cleaned the whole living room n put the tables in place n the comps too, then woot now my living room look so pretty n tableful... got 5 tables in my living room... then at 1+ went to eat with my big bro n his gf n my mum for the 3rd time of the day lolz.. we went to a muslim kopitiam, the mee hong kong nice sia ^_^ n the muturbak oso then went home n sleeep ZZzzz... -__- was a fun day la..

missing;11:41 AM

Monday, April 16, 2007

ADAM KHOO WORKSHOP;
lemmi tell u its super la.. i learnt alot from the workshop, n cried alot too, on 14th of april was the closing ceremony
after the last talk by the trainer, danny, we went to the hall n my classmates n 4n2's parents came, too bad my mum couldnt mak it.. :/ well after tt we went to the hall after our dinner n it started
mrs sng started an introduction n start of the program, quite n naggy la..
then danny merely repeated wad he taught us for the previous 2 days, walau totally the same.. then he asked the parents there some qns and ways to react n scold their children, somehow i regret not forcing my mum to come la.. after tt we were given 5 mins to say things to our parents live (so so so sad my mum wasnt there) n say we love them, omg i nearly cried there.. i can feel tt everyone single one of them went up there n really show their soft side n tell their parents tt they love them... :( jerermy's spech nearly made me cry ... after tt it was abt 9.20+ coz danny asked everyone for more time to let mroe ppl to go up n say, then we after tt we were given 3 mins to go around, saying loves n hugs n kisses to parents ( AGAIN SO SO SO SAD MY MUM NT THERE!!!) n teachers so me n my frens went to the teachers, lol i didnt know wad to do n my frens are lik standing behind me.. alamak i lik scapegoat zz then i just say... "uhh ms cai u very pretty, i love u muaa, mdm noreen u very pretty i love u mua... so on..." so pai seh XD then i saw ms azlina laughing at me alamak.. then i 4got her name at tt time i was lik.." uhh.. wad ever ur name is.. aaah i love u muaa.." lolz somemroe i was sick at tt time total blur diao.. then i saw ppl going up to the teachers, lolz i went straight to ms sakinah n hug her XD then i went to mdm noreen n hug her ^^ then mr leong n hug him -.- lolz was a very touching moment la... it was really memorable..n becoz of tt event im sure my class's bond will b even more stronger, lolz after the cerermony, quinnson had to go home w/o madeline lolz sad la ppl parent there hor? ^^ lolz then he kissed me n ck, i kissed him back o.O after kissing him i thought to myself.. "uhh wtf?"
then on my way home i sms'd my mum ^^
i told her "mama i love you!!" she called me immediately lolz, then she said she love me too ^^ wahahah i feel so loved~ was so happy tt night
YTD;
woke up at 11+, went to eat alone downstairs at kopitiam :( after tt i went home took a bath n went to tamp interchange to meet up wit kai jie, we met up n saw michelle lolz actually earlier on i saw her de, then i was gona tell kai jie i saw her then there she was standing at a side giggling away with her... brother? father? stead? friend? o.O cannot b father la coz im her father ma ^^ hoho lame, then she lik siao -.- laugh n laugh.. alamak.. then we went to tmall kindof fuck around.. looked at shoes, bags, shirt, oh ya i bought new black shirt n pants for syf too, then we went to wallet shop lolz he was troubling whether he shuld buy the "Whatever bag" -.- then we went to eat at the basement, i ate lontong n he watched me eat.. -_- then we were planning to go watch movie so we went to cs, then went to miz 29 ooo i want buy the shirt there... v nice, then lik went to everywhere la..then at cineplex, we were thinking to watch meet the robinson but was 7+ show, then suddenly kai jie leg cramp , then we went to other place lor, then we go some.. game shop n watch game, then went to look at cd and go arcade n stuff... oo n we saw this cute game, i think is called Marlocart II keke hope when kukus go out we can go play tt one ^^
then after tt we went to haegen dazs eat ice cream,then went to east link he eat i watched this time , n then went home, i got home then ehh.... oh ya, i waited for my mum to get home then i toked to her abt the 3 days adam khoo program, then at first it was ok she listened n we had a great chat, then when we toked abt my father n her n some family matters she just burst out in flame la... she really doesnt wants to listen to ppl's advices la.. n the trainer, danny was true, THAT closing cerermony is a once in a life time thing, n once we lose it, we can nvr look for him n say "hey can u hold another closing cerermony for me?" coz once its gone its gone, but my faith is not really gone coz wad i've learnt in tt program helped me too, which is THE PAST IS NOT EQUALS TO THE FUTURE, my parents quarreling now doesnt mean they will quarrel forever, :) wellz... after she flamed up i just threw my bag n shouted at her " then i said was bo liao la? waste of time la? waste of the freaking $80 la!" then i slammed the door n went to bed, hopping i can wake up being angry at her.. lolz... as usual.. this morning she woke me up for school , then i told her i dun wan go to school, then kissed me lolz then i simply MELTED :) lolz then at 9+ i totally forgot abt ytd.. haha..
TODAY;
woke up in the morning went to da zhong clinic with my mum, seen the doc n went home, ate the wierd med.. but duno y still very tired n weak... since the adam khoo workshop started.. no strength everymorning... then i gamed the whole afternoon after tt at abt 7+ i went to tmall to get my altered black pants , then couldnt decide wad to eat... then i just bought a big mac meal n went home, when i got home alamak, i open then i forgot big mac is beef... went to room eat finish big mac n went to living to finish the fries n drinks.. some more i bought mac flurry... budden had to eat medicine... hav to keep flurry n drinks in fridge..zzz wellz hope to see everyone in sch tmr ba! keke i feel so loved! haha thx for all those who sms me n msn'd :)

missing;9:11 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

YTD;
went to expo for city harvest church event ytd
met edwyna at tanah merah mrt station alamak there was so many ppl
then we met on the train n went to expo
then we got blur then duno where to go, coz so many ppl then we anyhow walk lor just follow the crowd
then we called mrs lee n we went into the hall but then mrs lee said she went out of the hall to find us o.O zzz
then we met her in the hall n we went in to our seats, the ppl were so frenly, alot alot of hand shakes n chats, then when it started there was singing n sort of partying thing, there were so many kinds of ppl la, put eye liner until lik batman those kind, so drama when singing those kind, mayb i find it wierd coz its the first time ba
then after tt there was a drama on i think its called passion of jesus? was really nice n some funny parts, then there was some sad parts oso la, there was one part where jesus was whipped, alamak i turn to ah bu then i tot she very cold having abit flu, then wa i tio gia she crying o.o'''then after tt the person tok tok n the last part was quite nice, everyone bow down the head n pray, i kept peeping at ppl coz i scared i do wrong, then raise the hand if ur a sinner thing, then go down stage n everyone else pray, alamak i was so pai seh to go down then mrs lee kept explaining the reason to go down, then i went down with a guy called thomas then we went down n pray la, can say tt it was quite magical where everyone actually prayed for the "sinners" no thinking lik "hey im not gona pray y shuld i pray for this stranger?" everyone was praying hard so nice

then after tt there was a carnival, we ate n walked around lor, then went to find kai jie n stuff n go the arcardes, then ah bu want balloon -.- she called it spikey ZZZZZZZZZZ then we wanted to meet kai jie at tanah merah mrt i think but somehow we just walked n walked n duno where the fuck we are n we nearly ended at either changi village or simei... -.-
but heng kai jie said hes done n we walked back THEN ah bu say once she saw the ite n she know le n the ite was there.. -_- then we waited for kai jie at the busstop outside expo , alamak spikey whack my face T_T then kai jie came out n we went to eat at a hawker centre, zzz then he say he got sore throat he lik eat until so gam kor.. then after tt we sent ah bu to mrt station n we took a cab home, after kai jie left the taxi uncle suddenly talk alot, he tok abt wad, study, then must hav gratitude, then must repay ppl, then must hav gratitude, then must gan en, gratitude,bhuddist bla bla, then must gratitude.. he just repeated abt 5 or 6 senteces again n again all the way till my house, but wierd thing was when i got off the cab, i walk awhile n i turn wa he disappear le.. coz the road need to u turn n drive a long way back to the entrance ma then wa in split second he disappear le.. o.o
wellz was a nice night la thx to mrs lee, me,kaijie n edwyna gona go service for nxt saturday anyone want come with? :D

missing;10:31 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

today atlast i know my new pe teacher name, ms lim
shes a bitch
its lik as if she hears the piano n she will rot or die, y keep fucking around n scold me every week? lampa... lol
she so irritating la, lik must scold me every week n gimme tt childish attitude, lik hello ur a teacher la grow up can? got this kind of lame fuck one sia
so irritated coz of tt teacher la
wootz love carrie underwood's one song, ONE SONG ONLY
jesus take the wheel, nice sia the mtv so touching, then i at home keep singing my bro tot i become christian lolzz...
LAME
but its nice la do go listen if hav time
TODAY;
so disgusting i had chinese test, while the test was "happening" mr sun blow his mucus in the 4n2 dustbin EEEE ppl dun touch 4n2 dustbin until they change a new one coz when i left i saw 1 of the news paper in the dustbin ITS FUCKING WET eeee so disgusting... still dare smile smile...
tmr got stupid maths remedial... the ms sim ah.. alamak i think she having depression la..
sec 1/2/3 she lik dun lik me gimme attitude, then after she pregnant she keep calling me wierd names... ppl type "samsam" ok nvm nvr say with wierd voice she say lik i her son ... zzz
hell no hav this kind of mother.. everyday will ki siao... then she repeat every morning "STUDYMATHS STUDYMATHS" eee... alamak.. tt women ah...
looked into the yearbook just now, lolz some teacher lik no change de leh, then my classmate yida wa saw hes npcc pic change alot haha, then got ms cai from childish become.. ABIT more mature looking
ayia i now so bored... better go sleep early le.. bb ppl

missing;11:25 PM

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