Thursday, November 27, 2008
another ver of dao xiang =.=since the djan remix ver kena complain!
haha
have been slacking at home today
6 days of continuous working
finally a day off
and then... i find out i really become very unhealthy when i stay at home
i was used to stay at home because i was used being in a very unhealthy state
now that i feel so much of outdoors...
doesnt really like staying in :(
haha
well that gives me idea of wad to do during my next offs :)
saw on the magazine that theres a movie called Twilight
looks nice
about vampy
i want eyes lik that vampy guy ^^
scary cats eyes!
well i really cant wait to get my pay XP
probably give my mum $100 or maybe 200
then gona put aside $40 for my teeth
mum told me that if i go wash my teeth at the dentist she visited it will be $40
then i gona put $200 for clothes shopping
and... will have around $100+ extra :(
it will be around 2 or 3 months before i can really have my dream yamaha keyboard :(
my hands are really itchy to play some nice piano :(
its been so long since i've touched my keyboard coz it sux!
how i wish i have a pretty grand piano at home, a white one
made of pure wood and hand painted to every tip
:(
or a cool stylo milo $4000+ glowing keyboard ^_^
SHIT LA!!!!
i want to play a piano =(
anyone can donate me one or lend me one...
i wish i can buy a beach house right across the most remoted and serene beaches anywhere
and then put tonnes of beautiful pianos and then i go there and spend a whole day playing happily till the sun sets :)
Piano is like kung-fu
focus is important
in an environment filled with nothing but your own playing
and nobody at all to disrupt any single sound wave
is total ideal for any pianist
after all a cook wont say that their cooking sucks
neither will a pianist dislike their own playing :p
New blog song
Djan / Jay Chou Dao xiang Remix
Sounds ridiculously nice.
but... can still differentiate the 2 songs easily
anyway its a great effort :P
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
really tired and bad mood today...i hate working D3 shift... stupid packed bus and extra 2 hours ...
sheryll gave me a stomach ache when we came across a passenger...
gosh she kept making the joke even know i still lol
haha but me n sheryll was really lethargic today...
we laughed our ass off and then we stay quiet for like very long..
and we're like moaning to each other... haha
after work texted with shiqi while waiting for bus and on bus
wednesday at last going out le~ woohoo
but might be very tired... coz have to wake up 7+ to get ready for 9am shift...
AT BT!!! OH NOOO
i'm starting to understand why everyone hates to work at BT..
I TAKE BACK MY WORDS I DONT WANT BT ANYMORE...
I WANT TO BE BUSY.. I WANT PAX...
well... tmr is 6 hours of BT and then wednesday another 6 hours of BT...
shits
gona head to 201 to get some SUSHI :D
will have it for lunch woohoo
nightzx
Sunday, November 23, 2008
just had my brunch :Dzai bee hoon
not much to blog about though, just all the same everyday
i think i need the dentist, some of my teeth seems to be plagued!!
and the gums on my front teeth cant stop bleeding everytime i brush
i've eaten my vegies everyday!!! every meal in that case!
though i eat alot of candies but i pay back by eating more vegies and fruits!
i guess i better cut down on heading to cheers or cocoa tree before work..
sigh..
Saturday, November 22, 2008
met quincy todayshe worked from 9am till 9pm
i reached at around 2.45 and saw her
i thought quincy was a guy coz of Quinnson a.k.a quincy (or something like that)
shes really nice, she surfed the net on cards and forums
today was pretty fun
there were series of events and people
some i just want to smack their fucking face
some is just total hilarious
at 9 sheryll came for the E shift, lol she told me her previous crush was infront
i was looking and she said like "dont look at him!"
and i was like "which one isit?"
and sheryll went "that one standing in the middle with his phone and looking around.."
and i turned and look and sheryll exclaimed lol "dont look!"
then i started doing some stuff and i notice someone walking towards us so i looked and i found that man abit familiar
i turned to sheryll and asked her, is that guy walking towards us ur crush?
and she just ignored and stared at the computer
i kept asking her "is it that one.... hes coming... is he ... hes coming!!"
and then the 2 of them started chatting..
lol they felt really uncomfortable
well sheryll seems to have got herself a "maybe" date tomorrow :)
and... i hav to work 4 more days from 3pm till 11pm... geez the bus tonight was... packed
i couldnt breath let alone sms shiqi properly..
well i'll be working with veline sunday~
the job just cant get anymore comfortable and fun each day...
well i am pretty afraid that one day i might get scolding from the OEs coz from what i've heard from sheryll and etc
there have been days where everyone is in a bad mood n just scream into the walkie...
i just hope they will make and exception to the small lil` boi me D:
I repeat i'll be off on Tues sista!
PS:buffet will be great!
PS2:but not to expensive okay!
PS3: my tuesday must include buffet, and then badminton!
PS4:thanks you!
Friday, November 21, 2008
i havent been posting quiz for a long time ^^1. The person who tag/pass me this: Huiyin
2. The relationship between him/her: Friends
3. Your 3 expression of him/her: Tall, damn smart
4. The most memorable he/she had done for you: going to click five concert together
5. The most memorable he/she had said to you: You hor!!
6. If he/she become your lover, will you want?: shes way too tall
7. If he/she become your lover, things that he/she need to improve: start growing shorter
8. If he/she become your enemy, how?: i'll own her in any challenge :P
9. If he/she become your enemy, whats the reason?: coz shes too tall
10. The most desired thing you wanna do with him/her: stand on a platform and look as tall as her
11. Your overall impression of him/her: a well organized girl
12. How do you think people around you feel for you?: demanding?
13. The character that I love bout myself: my passion for music
14. On the contrary, what bout the character I hate bout myself: minor split personality at certain times
15. The most ideal person you wanna be: fun, noisy, outgoing, cant shut up, crazy,fun to be with
16. For people that love, care & concern for you, say something to them: Thanks
17. Pass this quiz to 10 of you friends that you want to know how they think of you:
-)1.
-)2.
-)3.
-)4.
-)5.
-)6.
-)7.
-)8.
-)9.
-)10.no one
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?:
19. No.9 is male/female?:
20. If no.7 & 10 is together,
21. What is no.2 studying bout?:
22. When is the last time you speak to no.3?:
23. What kind of music band no.8 like?:
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?:
25. Will you woo no.3?:
26. How bout no.7?:
27. Is no.4 single?:
28. Whats no.5 surname?:
29. Whats the hobby of no.10?:
30. Does no.5 & 9 get along well?:
31. Whr is no.2 studying at?:
32. Talk something casually bout no.1:
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?:
34. Whr does no.9 lives at?:
35. What color does no.4 like?:
36. Are no.1 & 5 good friends?:
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?:
38. Whats no.6 doing now?:
anyone interested to do, just highlight, copy and paste
- :)
just woke up, 4 days continual work till 11pm :/
might not blog till tues coz i know i'll be dead beat...
cya all
Thursday, November 20, 2008
yesterday;my 3rd day of working
reached T2 around 2.30 coz mum wanted to leave home earlier
worked with Holy again coz Sheryll asked me to head to T2 first till 6.30 before heading back to T1
went to have a walk around since it wasnt busy and my working time hasnt started yet, went to crystal jade bread shop and bought a sausage bread and then went to Cocoa tree to get jelly beans
lol me and holy spent the whole afternoon tasting the jelly beans of diff colour coz i scooped a random flavoured of 49 flavoured mixture
and then scooped around 2 scoops of fruitti tutti
2 scoops of peach
2 scoops of mango
it costed me $6
then we spent the afternoon chatting and eating jelly beans
the total sales before i left T2 was only $500
thats like only 40+ pax
then at around 6.45 i took the sky train to T1
lol i got abit lost when i got down the sky train becoz i took the skytrain from the other side
when i got there i saw alot of people, but non was customers
they were just ppl walking around the T1
coz T1 is pretty messy with Bangs and Chings
then we chatted abit and it got a bit busy
then at 9, uncle Jerry came
lol me and uncle Jerry did alot of things
we packed tonnes of goodie bags and suddenly there were loads of customers
every single coach at least had 8pax from our terminal
so it was like 8pax,9pax,8pax,9pax all the way till 11 o clock
i was quite reluctant to leave coz it was still pretty busy
i helped the last few customers to the coach and then uncle jerry insisted that i go home n take a rest
at around 11.15 i went to take a bus
bus 34 was really slow... i had a long wait
but i had shiqi to chat with me on the phone ^^
when i got home it was already 12++
mum bought hor fun and wu xiang
when finished eating and bathing it was already 1
i watched Yu le bai fen bai for like few mins and then headed to bed.
Today;
went out with sistas
woke up at around 12.50
walked to the comp and turned it on, few mins later shiqi called and ask whether i was ready to go out
lol
i was really in a blur stat and kept sneezing
i hate it when i have a sneez-a-ton in the morning when i wake up...
then i took a long bath wake myself up and went out to meet them
we lunch'd at East Link food court
and then MRT'd to bugis
headed to bugis street to start our shopping spree ^^
i bought a black pants to go with my top i bought the other day today
it costed me $39, haha luckily my sistas stopped me from buying the other black bermudas if not i would have spent 60++
coz the lady was psycho'ing me
sometimes i really want every single thing that the shop sells :(
nvm.. once i get my pay.. heheheee.. i'll at least buy like 10 bags of clothes RAWR! and no one will stop me!
then we walked all over bugis street again and all of us bought some clothes today :P no one left empty handed haha
there was a piano t-shirt that i was eyeing... but i thought i was going to buy something at far east so i kept saying NO :(
nxt time we go im gona get that t-shirt
then we MRT'd to orchard and went to far east
we nearly walked the whole place from B1 to L3
there was a food fair i think
i bought tako :3 but it sucked... i prefer the ones at ajisen
then i saw curry fishballs.. they looked really really delicious in that huge pot of CURRY AND YELLOWISH SLIMY BALLS!
but i didnt buy coz i dont like eating fish balls w/o rice or noodles
i will feel disgusted by the fishy taste
then the girls bought some food and we sat at the chairs at the corner and munched
lol we talked about people that walked pass us
like basket sia haha..
after that we went on walking.. and walking...
the gothic shop was really nice, but i felt wierd walking pass it ...
then there was a shop with songs from anime i was thinking... why the hell is this shop selling these girly stuff. playing an anime song thats more favoured by guys
lol then sistas pointed up and saw some cosplay costumes
then i was like.. oh...
lol they were laughing n saying that the shop would most probably be suitable for miao long
eh that shop sell girl things only leh..
altho miao long cosplay girl before -.- but not that girly la if he does i will stay away from him at least 10 metres
we went to Sports Life and we were looking at some badminton rackets
then wan jun came across a bag with 2 rackets that only 19.90
she phoned her mum n ask if she could buy it
they free'd 2 shuttle cocks :P
haha then she carried the rackets like some auntie that came out from Ikea
then after walking half the mall
we headed back to tampines and wan jun went on auntie'ing at ntuc
lol at the meat stall shiqi was alarmed that ther was mushrooms in the ham
i was asking why the ham had jellies
are the jelly sweet sweet kind? or isit just oil thats dried up lol
wan jun was giggling and ran away from us
lol was it that embarassing! -.-
then after tht we went out and i went back to East Link to buy dinner
i bought Chicken Ramen home
then we bus'd home
thats all today ^^
Next week TUESDAY i off again :D
sistas! lets go out again XP i want the t-shirt
sry no pics, i lazy to take my usb and transfer here n there... i even lazy to take my phone right now..
im really full... and my leg hurts... and im really tired
so byebye
i'll update more,
when i update more
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
boredom struck after peak hour
going home after work!
Self edited water bottle (perm marker)
Today is 2nd day at work!
i worked with Holy from 2 - 9pm
shes really great! i like working with her
we chat alot but at the same time we work damn seriously
after peak hours we chatted about ghost stories in sg/phil
and then talked about education system in sg/phil
and we kept track of the time non stop lol
i hope i can have more shifts together with her over at T2!
tmr im going to T1 to work with sheryll!!
cant wait to work with her as well shes really friendly and funny
altho T1 counter is really cramped -_-
it will be another fun day i hope :P
holy and i went home 5 minutes early because Lina came and adviced us to go ahead she can cover since they've finished the X-reading
Lina is one of the cso in T2, shes a malay lady and very friendly as well :D
im so glad that everyone is so friendly around the job
i hope i dont screw up any bit :(
oh ya and im off on this thursday!!
yay going shoppin with my sistas! XD
gona go to bed after finishing my pudding! tmrs another long day~
Johnny Sharpe
Adult Joke-;
Grandpa and Grandson go out together for a day's fishing
At lunchtime, the man opens a can of cider
"Can i have some grandpa?" asks the boy
"I tell you what, son," replies grandpa. "Can you willy touch your backside?"
"No, grandpa"
"Then you can;t have any cider"
Later on, Grandpa gets out his cigarettes
"Can i have one grandpa?"
Grandpa replies, "Can your willy touch your backside?"
"No"
"Then it's no to a cigarette"
On the way home, they pass a newsagent's and each of them buys a scratch card. Grandpa wins nothing, Grandson wins $2000
"Are you going to share some of your winnings with me, son?" Asks grandpa
The boy replies, "i tell you what, can your willy touch your backside?"
"It sure can," replies grandpa confidently
"Then go fuck yourself."
Monday, November 17, 2008
Clorets = laxative?!
before going to work
Today was my first day of my job! :D
i got to t1 at around 12.50, i was suppose to meet sheryll at the counter for training at 1
i went to the toilet and then to cheers to get some mints
then i headed and saw sheryll
sheryll is great, shes damn friendly ^^
then she trained me from 1+ till 3
then a girl working part time called Geraldine came
then i headed to T2 for my shift
veline was there
i met Aunty Tina, shes really super friendly la..
really great teacher, i did alot of things wrong but she could fix everything in a snap of a finger.
i was really really confused about the system at first especially the boss machine
luckily they dont accept credit cards :P cash only wahaha i love money
i nid go get hand sanitizers :P
then worked from 3 till 9pm
there were many ppl.. i was struck stun when alot of customers came, luckily Aunty Tina was there :D
i helped at the boss machine and walkie'd abit , and then i showed the passengers the way to the coach when it arrives
i key'd some receipts wrongly :P
but again.. all thx to Aunty Tina ^_^
then when we were free Aunty Tina read her book and i was at my corner munching on potato rings and stoning..
when its really empty.. it really is
but when theres alot of ppl, they really come in a bunch..
i cant wait to work alone at BT coz they say its fucking boring ther coz theres seldom customers there :P
but i only have 1 BT shift this week.. sighs..
my Thursday and Saturday is currently empty :) unless sheryll calls if im needed
met Uncle Jerry before i left, he was taking the next shift after Aunty Tina and me
then i bus'd 34 to 201 and met Mum and Jay bro for dinner
jay bro is back from aussie!! :D haha
well tmrs another long day. Gls for me tmr ya! ^^
hope i can last long, im gona buy some books to go read during free time, since jay bro lost the psp in aus :(
Ytd;
went to changi village to meet strangers :P
tampines neighbours at Wholivesnearyou, organized an outing to Changi V for dinner
i've met many new frens :D
theres Joyce and Dazz, a couple
Ah wei a guy with a car
Victor a bussiness man
Juliana a girl with dyed hair
Yong En a girl who is ...1 year older than me??
and... there was me
i got tagged as the "shy guy" again :(
coz wasnt spontaneous to chat
but they chat pretty normal things lik my big bro's friends always do
missed the days :P
well we had dinner at Changi V and then headed to a nearby kopitiam which i always eat dim sum with my family, had a Lar Kopi session and then went home
Today;
woke up at 1pm
saw ck's sms and woke up, then took a bath and went out to meet him for lunch le
then met up with ks n yida at tmart kopitiam
then we went to 7 11 for snacks
i bought a bottle of coffee coz i was feeling really lethargic
then we bus'd to irfan's house
i duno y i just love going irfan's house :P
condo leh!!!
love the privacy he have everyday, lounge... game room.. pool...jacuzzi...gym..
their organizing a day to chill at the pool :D
i cant wait i wana go jacuzzi :S
reached, waited for irfan at the lounge, then we went up to 2nd floor game room
we psp'd the whole evening away there
at around 7.30
we bus'd to east point KFC for dinner
me n ck had Xmas Buddy meal :D
i love the prawn.. thingy
after tht we went to sports link to buy shuttle cocks for badmin`
after tht we had a long wait for the bus and chatted outside old chang kee
then we bus'd back to 201 and i followed ck and waited below his block to take his badminton rackets
n then we headed down to yida's hse below and badminton'd till 11+
then went home
Sheryll sms'd and asked about tmr starting the job
i was shocked coz i tot 17th was tuesday..
need to wake up earlier morning to go out with mum n then come back n get rdy for my 1st day of work..
i HAVENT EVEN BUY MY NEW BAG :( how am i suppose to bring stuff to entertain myself during free time? shucks...
i gotta go buy my bag soon! i need it i dont want bring my huge natural project bag! i want a new mini sling bag :D
shuld i go sports link or zinc buy neh..? :/
blahh who cares i want the bag not the brand :P
Slacky life ends tmr...
Sunday will be the only freedom...
i will go out every single sunday:D
sisters, brothers! keep me entertained every sunday! :P
Saturday, November 15, 2008
i had a great dream yesterday!!!i dreamt that i bought a pearl white piano
with transparent keys!
and on top of that, i played tonnes of song on it!
but it was only a dream :(
but my mood now is great after having that dream!
i love piano... :D
nothing much happened today
i woke up at 12+
went to eat with bro at tmart
met up with wan jun to pass her money as well
she n shiqi was heading for an interview
lol my big bro had the whole day free today
so the 2 of us walked around tmart like tourists haha
he hasnt got the chance to walk around tmart for a long time
hes been busy like cow ^^
then we headed home n played a lame online game from 5+ till 10+ we wanted to go eat dinner at 6, then he couldnt stop playing it till 10+
and we met up with mum n went downstairs for dinner
we had indian rojak, normal rojak -.- lor mee and sotong mee
i said i wanted indian rojak earlier so my bro went to order, then my mum oso say "ya order rojak"
then she ask me go order coz i thought they wanted normal rojak
then when the rojak came my bro kena shocked
he said "HUH? i order indian rojak already leh"
lol luckily the ppl who took order didnt hear properly heard 2 sotong mee as 1
so we didnt had too much left over food
it was fun today spending a day with my big bro :D
hasnt done that for ages since he was busy with Beyond, Rihanna, blahblah and Da sao :( haha
i oso v long nvr go dou fong with da sao on the car le :( shes more busy then ever le ^^
damn farenheit and SHE! gimme my da sao back! stop giving her so much work! and give her more pay!
XD
i hear her cry..
i hear her pray..
i feel her pain..
i feel her tears..
god just stop it,
punish me instead.
punish me for her sins, punish me for her mistakes
blame it on me.
put every single bad karma of hers to me..
stop bringing my mother pain and suffering..
enough is enough.
coz when she cries her heart out, i cried my soul out deep inside
when she suffers great pain, i feel a thousand times more painful knowing she is
and when she gives up everything,
i'd lose my heart and hope in everything.
send me to hell to make sure she goes to heaven
make my soul wander for eternity if it means for her to be happy
take my soul, my body, my mind
if thats what it takes for god to be contented and let her be happy
take whatever you like from me, coz i've had enough seeing the happiness and love thats stolen from her
because i love my mother.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
zzz shiqi ur darn slow sending me the pics on ur bday =.=
im just gona blog with wadever pics i have, dont say i nvr blog nicely for ur bday hor sis!
:P
K heres wad happened
after science paper i went home and went to the doctors to see my leg for the 2nd time, had few rubs and ointment'ing, it hurts the most this time, but was recovered already,then i bus'd to tmart lan shop to meet up with the guys for dota
reached around 11+, dota'd till 1.20+
then we headed to tmart for lunch
then me n yida went to ehub to meet up with the girls for kbox, the other guys went for job interview
there were me,yida,shiqi n wan jun at the kbox room
at first it was pretty cold atmosphere
but then somehow... we got high n then had quite alot of fun that 4 ppl can ever have o.o
was pretty suprising
when the kbox staff brought in the bday cake for shiqi, lol they sang happy bday for her, was like damn loud la
lolz then wan jun so happy, coz she lik 1 of the kbox staff :P thats y we've been going ehub de kbox quite often ^^ kinda lik shou ke already, seen all those kbox staff faces like 4 or 5 times le
then we k'd till 7
lol we from got songs, till anyhow put songs to sing, till put party songs, till put birthday songs till anyhow press before the ppl come in for bills...
it was really long la -.- the girls siao one book so long
but there was balloons n cake, the cake was really nice... free one some more
then after k'ing we went to downtown to meet up with the others at lemongrass restaurant
lol huiyin waited pretty long, she reached downtown at 6.30
then we waited awhile for siyun to reach, but then.... she mia
we just ordered n eat till she come
we had Green Curry Chicken, Sambal Kang kong, Vegeterian Hot Plate Beancurd, Vegeterian Thai Rice Noodle, Some sort of fried chicken and 2 plates of Sweet n Sour fish
it was pretty nice :D
all the way till we all finish eating, siyun just boarded cab from her house...
lol then we couldnt wait n just ask the person to ta bao the rest of the food n some rice for her to take home eat, then we asked for the specially made cake :D
then siyun came -.-
lol we sang bday song for her at the restaurant lol was quite pai seh, alot of uncles n aunties look at us
then we ate the cake finish then wanted to go arcade, but it was 10+ alr, arcade was closed
then decided to head home
was really fun that day, hope theres more bdays like these coming up, its really nice to spend time at a restaurant with a bunch of friends eating like a family :P
Happy Belated Birthday Again- ShiQi -047- [KPO]!
ok next post!
i just removed my leg bandage , it recovered quite alot, but i got some rash from bandaging for too long
and there seem to be some blue black at the side of my leg, my mum insisted not to go see doctor and that when she come home she'll consult me, shes the "doctor" ma, o well
my leg now looks kinda like pig leg... :/
sucks
i don't know why i keep wanting to write all these italic PS(es) :P
just have the feeling to write ba... haha
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I reviewed back some of my posts and your posts
I wasn't sure whether those posts were matches
and that i was posting something about life, and you replied
maybe it is, maybe its not
if it isn't then its pretty bad though
well i always posts all these thoughts and messages
and you'll ask me how and what i'm feeling
but maybe things should change abit, for me?
let me know how u feel and what u feel :)
it shouldn't always be me, in any kind of relationship
there should be cares for both parties.
my ears will always be there to hear your cries and laughter.
and to every one else that cherishes me and those i cherish too,
i'm not the sort that is zong se qing you :P
anyone needs a listening ear, heres one.
for once this blog wont be blabbering about me, its asking for everyone else to blabber at me ^^
i heard from mum that jays coming back on monday
no more domination of the room :(
and more stealing of my bermudas n slippers :(
well... i did stole some of his clothes n shoes to wear oso..
but he stole alot more!! -_-
well shiqi n wan jun called earlier telling me bout their interview
haha they stoned on the questions the interviewer asked
jyjy! lets all get jobs and go learn piano ~_~ weee..
i cant wait to get my hands on that 1.4k keyboard at yamaha... with the wooden chair...
looks lik oak
the colour is just stunning
and the keys are nice :3 i couldnt resist pressing it that time when we visited yamaha XD
after buying it im gona stay at home for 1 whole week and play till im darn fuck happy with it
omgz omgz cant wait
Number .2
mum just became a christian o.o
few days ago she asked if i want to go join lessons in a church and have chances to perform during services or events
and then she told me she became christian already
wth
i prefer being a free thinker, living for myself :) not gona be in any religion
well i might want to join the lessons, since its free o.o\\\
and i might get to meet new frens and accompany my mum at the same time
im still holding back in the exam mood lolz, i cant believe my exams are over im still keeping in mind not to play too much..
WAD THE HECK!?
i gona ask roys to organize parties at his house le! force force force!
i hope i wont b too busy working and no time to go out with frens :/
coz theres alot of ppl that i wana go out with :P
especially after my 18th bday ^^
but at the same time i hope i pass my o levels...?
my bandage is still on, im kinda lazy to take it out...
maybe later if the guys wana meet out for badminton again
im having ben n jerry cravings again...
n im having crab cravings too
i only ate 1 meal yesterday
i woke up at 2 ytd n had bread from that time till 10+
then big bro n mum came home with mac
thats all i ate, then i went to sleep
o.o
i was lazy to go out with the bandage on my leg!!! it was raining! doctor says not to get it wet!
n it has been raining this few days!
bummers...
i really wana compose my own piano pieces :P
im getting ideas in my mind on how i can improvise now..
NOW I NEED CASH FOR THAT 1.4k KEYBOARD SHIT
....
cant wait cant wait...
I-CANT-WAIT
FUCK!
not ready to blog about yesterday, the pictures havent reached me yet! hehe
well im gona blog a lil bit about my pondering and thoughts ba :)
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im pretty shocked that u asked me to do a dedication to u coz u were interested to know how much i appreciate u
things lik this makes me really happy : )
i dont know why but u always do these sudden things tht makes my day for sure at moments and times when my feelings are fading
maybe thats y i nvr died-heart for u?
but im sure we're probably best to be friends :)
we were pretty good frens weren't we? :P
thick skin thick skin X_x hehe
everytime u were near me i could feel ur presence, maybe to you im like not noticing u much and most of the time running away from the sight of u
but everytime u were near, i only needed 1 turn to see u
its like ur saved in my Favourite list on my radar
i rmb'd that time when i was waiting for u to give u the present
i was thinking how i should talk to u, or say greet u
then i felt u coming and i got tongue tied and wasnt really ready
i faced the other side and acted like i was stoning until u said "i reach liao"
i'm very sure that you'll msn me when u see this and start quoting wad i wrote n start asking for reasons that i wrote certain things
maybe you're right, i've read u ^_^V
but i have no idea about ur background even though i seem to read your mind
coz i read many many peoples minds since i was born ^_^
well if you really wana know how much ur appreciated maybe by interest or by boredom
here it is
You're great.-
hope you like it ! :>
Monday, November 10, 2008
just woke up from a 4 hours nap...
today has been quite suay de...
woke up on sunday morning
the swell wasnt growing but was pretty painful
went to eat with my big bro in the afternoon
he suggested that i shuld go see a chinese doctor for massage and check whether there are broken bones
went there after lunch
well the doctor shocked me quite abit...
didnt know i had quite a weak body
lik how my feets and palms sweat for no reason and turning cold during hot days and even colder during cold days
he put some ointment and massaged my feet
he said the swell was pretty big that he could not feel whether my bones are intacted
=.= i thought he meant the bones were shattered or something
i stared at my big bro
he bandaged it up with some medicinal cream and then gav me anti swelling tablets
he asked me to open the bandage in 2 days
but my mum came home telling me the direct opposite thats making me confused
//Doctor;
open the bandage in 2 days, if theres blue black, go straight to the hospital coz it means theres broken bones, if not u heng
//Mum;open the bandage tomorrow after ur test, if got blue black then good, if no blue black must tell me immediately, means got bone break
wad the...?
i told my mum this
Me;but the doctor say got blue black then is bone break
Mum;ur mum now is da zhong hospital de nurse, i know all these at the back of my brain
Me;but that one is doctor
Mum;i am the nurse that follows the doctor
Me;thats y! hes a doctor and u say u folo doctor, means hes better wad
Mum;(give sian diao face and dry laugh)
waad only...
well then slept at around 10
now 1am.
couldnt sleep on
if i could i'd b really pig to sleep 14 hours
well im up to revise my poa for awhile then go back to sleep
i must say, i am pretty worried that some baby bones on my feet are broken
...
...
Sunday, November 09, 2008
this morning was horror...i had a lil trouble sleeping yesterday...
coz the leg was hurting pretty much
but luckily the pain subsides after the 3 hours watching tv while massaging :]
the swell is becoming smaller
i had another exam dream -_-
it was about maths paper 1
which happened before
it was maths paper 1, and i was ready to do the questions
i see the 1st Q, i know how to do but somehow im distracted by something else i kept thinking and writing my answer letter by letter.
then i was at Question 1b) only then theres still part c,d and e
and there was still question 2 and 3 to do
somehow that paper 1 seemed lik paper 2... i have no idea why
then the teacher said "You have till 6.02 to finish the paper"
and it was 6.00
:(
well at least i did a smart move by waking up the retarded dream...
maybe im just worried bout the coming 2 papers...
coz sista said something that made me start worrying
wad if i nvr pass my poa paper 2?
just passing paper 1 wont be enuf... i need a distinction!!!
but i only have 1 day left.. i gona work hard today!
whatever i can get from memorising, and studying
theres only today left
im gona give it my best!
Saturday, November 08, 2008
i want to cry things outbut there are just things that cannot be erased
there are images that cant stop showing itself
there are memories that cant be forgotten
there are scars that cant be healed
there are pains that cant stop feeling
there are grieves that cant be prevented
i'm not feeling grieve becoz life sucks
i'm feeling grieve becoz life isnt good enuf and at the same time isnt sucking enough for me to complain
i want to let everything out
i want to become a bird
i want to fly
whether i get eaten or shot down by bastards,
at least i flew, i had the seconds of freedom
i dont feel pain anymore
becoz pain just a piece of cake to get over
what am i yearning, what am i looking for
whats missing?
i cant sleep... :(
insomnia again le...
thats wad happens when i stay at home too long
i've been thinking many things again...
its not that i want... but they just cant stop thinking
my mind just love to think about life and try to solve what life is all about
sometimes i just want to know the answer behind the biggest puzzle...
y are we all alive :(
who named everything that they were
why is earth called earth?
who was the person who made the words Life and Death? and why did they named it as that?
y cant life be called... cookie and death be called.... puppy
lol
why is a dog called a dog? y cant a dog be called an elephant
why must use An before a vowel
why are there currency
if theres no currency there wont be greed
there wont be greed, there wont be grieve :(
if theres no selfishness there wont be destruction and pain.. :(
why am i having a running nose...
its irritating, if running nose understands the irritation of having a running nose, would it/he/she stop coming to me?
why cant i sleep when i want to
why are there faces that keeps appearing in my thoughts
why do they look so real
:S
starting to get creepy
why are my mind in a mess~
i want to shut off my brain for a day, i want to have amnesia
i want to forget everything that i wonder of. :D
everything and everyone, i want to forget ^^
forrrrgetttt
coz i want to stop worrying and hoping the best for everyone
i want to stop yearning for everything
i want to be selfish -_-
i want to be heartless!
i want to be rawr ebil >:D
im childish -.-
im gona go watch tv til i fall asleep.
Friday, November 07, 2008
woke up at nearly 3 todaywas damn hungry
went to 445 kopitiam to buy laksa for brunch
then headed to 7-11 to buy my Hi-Tea snacks :D
self entertain at home ba -.-
i bought hershey's~ cookies + cream.. luv it
and i bought 2 cans of latte, thought i needed coffee to stay awake for the day
there was offer for 2 cans so i bought
n i bought potato chips :D
Hershey's! :D
had trouble opening the so called "EASY OPEN" my ass...
Itadakimasu!
I officially announce my end of Cravings for chocolaty stuff... :(
i cant eat too much of this things... neither do i like too eat too much
maybe thats y im so thin :D
girls and boys if u want to be thin, eat like this!
haha
well heard from shiqi that she found 2 cool restaurants thats sounds interesting :D
Ey sistas lets go eat soon ya!
i told myself not to dota last night and study poa/science...
i dota'd till 2+ again last night :( what should i do..
Thursday, November 06, 2008
suddenly felt hungry for snacksi needed 3 days to finish pack of chips more cookies.. =.=
but now im craving for kit-kat and ben n jerry ice cream...
suddenly want to eat chocolaty + milky things
jap food cravings are over :D
maybe thanks to the lousy ajisen at bugis ... :X
i have been rotting and stoning and resting today
dont know y im not enjoying it
and i still havent start studying.
hmm... wrong mood to blog i guess.
ciao`
got woken up by my mum calling to ask me what i want for lunch
couldnt sleep back.
have been staying up for games for continuous 3 days and out the whole afternoon for 2
my legs are painful, eyes are heavy, ulcer is growing more painful
not studying for the last 2 papers
yesterday was as usual, badmintons with the guys at night
then go home dota..
nothing to blog le..
tv time.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Oh ya ! i remembered something my sistas said ytd
they say i nvr wear accessories go out one
not i nvr wear, but everytime i go out with them i forgot to wear
i wanted to wear on wan jun's bday de, then i went out take bus then remembered "ayia forgot wear"
then go badminton cannot be wear all those heavy metals ma -.-
i'll wear nxt time we go shopping ya :D
this makes me want to buy new necklace X)
Wants:-
.a long bottom to match the top bought yesterday (black pants?)
.wallet
.a necklace,watch,arm band/wrist band
.get a earhole :P
.get a new hair style at Storm
.contact lens
haha, actually the ear hole just think think only
coz there were a handful of ppl who told me it'd look nice in their ear studs :P
my mum doesnt lik guys who make ear hole, she say last time ppl make ear hole means
cannot study one, no future
but my 3rd bro made liao now officer, tank commander and then diploma and then probably pursuing more studies after armies..
cannot study... wth bloody myth!
they say i nvr wear accessories go out one
not i nvr wear, but everytime i go out with them i forgot to wear
i wanted to wear on wan jun's bday de, then i went out take bus then remembered "ayia forgot wear"
then go badminton cannot be wear all those heavy metals ma -.-
i'll wear nxt time we go shopping ya :D
this makes me want to buy new necklace X)
Wants:-
.a long bottom to match the top bought yesterday (black pants?)
.wallet
.a necklace,watch,arm band/wrist band
.get a earhole :P
.get a new hair style at Storm
.contact lens
haha, actually the ear hole just think think only
coz there were a handful of ppl who told me it'd look nice in their ear studs :P
my mum doesnt lik guys who make ear hole, she say last time ppl make ear hole means
cannot study one, no future
but my 3rd bro made liao now officer, tank commander and then diploma and then probably pursuing more studies after armies..
cannot study... wth bloody myth!
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
ytd slept at 5a.m... so tiredit was fun
after the SS paper we went home and Dota'd till 8
then went for badminton
shiqi couldnt go so wan jun didnt go as well
there was yida,dickson,jovin,farah,chunkiat,nadia,ili,kang seng and me
we had league matches and Touch match
it was pretty wet so we didnt run around much
at first me and ck reached yida house below but got bangalah playing
so we went to across tmart the badminton court and chop coz there wasnt anyone
then yida saw us and came with kang seng
then we played till nadia and ili came
then kang seng went to buy water
at tht time we couldnt contact dickson so he and jovin didnt know tht we changed court
but luckily when kang seng back he brought dickson n jovin
they probably met on the way
then we played till 9+ till the lights went off
lol they tried playing in the dark for awhile but couldnt take it
too eye straining
then we went to yida house below
there was 2 girls and 1 uncle playing but they left after the lights went off
we continued using the court coz there were still street lights on
we played till 11+ then went home
then we dota'd
4 v 4 in house
yida,dickson,jovin,terry,chunkiat,sunny,me and rune :D
till around 2+ then we played other game till 5+
Today;
woke up around 1.30p.m
wanted to sleep back but remembered that shiqi and wan jun wanted to go out
so woke up and on the comp
around 10 mins later shiqi sms'd
bathed n headed down to bugis
we had Ajisen for lunch
so long nvr eat X_x
but bugis ajisen sucks... tampinese mall best...
the cali maki so salty :( i forgot i wanted tako yaki..
after lunch'ing we headed to bugis street to shop
we walked the whole place... both story...
wan jun and i bought clothes
shiqi so hiam one -.-
i say liao the jap style shirt with skull tie so nice haha
try new style ma...
then we headed to bugis junction to look for a present for her cousin
my wallet's coin zip spoil :(
I WANT A NEW WALLET...
didnt buy coz didnt have budget...
i want to work fast and buy more clothes :(
i had doubts buying some clothes but the 2 of them talked me into buying it :)
thx~ i think i love tht top
then we headed back to tmall and went on shopping around for the present
then headed to CS below for dinner
at last she got the present -.-;
my leg was cramping...
but it was fun today :D
Sistas, can we pls do this often :D!!
