Tuesday, December 23, 2008
I heard a familiar sounda beautiful sound of crickets and piano
I never knew how beautiful this sound was until yesterday
just like life, i don't appreciate its beauty until someone plays it for me
Thanks big bro for viewing my blog last night :)
thanks for covering me with my blanket.
With a big brother like you, i know no one will harm me, or anyone in the family
we're as safe as can be to have you .
Blessed in your way-
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Horrible 12 hours of Budget Terminal
Shit! Teenage gave me a paper cut :(
I'm a normal human :D
Sry for the wordy posts people :P i was just too lazy to plug out my usb from my charger and then plug it onto the comp and then nid to open folder, copy, paste to comp, and then upload the pictures..
but finally , i have 3 days off :D
so i thought i'd have time to brighten up the blog with some pictures
taken during boredom at work
i was so sad when sheryll told me that my 12 hour shift at the beautiful Terminal 2
was shifted to Budget terminal... AGAIN
2 times in a week, thats hell!
for the first time i actually spend time reading every single work in a magazine,
it took me about 5 hours to finish reading it
i jsut took my bloody time..
saw on the magazine that bossini has new stocks of vintage chics
really want to go check it out but im really lazy to step out of the house right now..
-Random topic=
My wants for 2009;
-Get my dream Yamaha Oakwood keyboard
-reach the 165cm mark
-have a really nice vacation just once
-remember and put aside some money for a new haircut
-get a lappy
-buy either Canon Powershot EI or Nikkon Coolpix S60
-have whiter teeth :D
Merry Xmas in advance everyone.
and happy advance new year as well-
Friday, December 12, 2008
wow it has been 1 year since i woke up at 3pm...i guess the 12 inhuman hours of slacking at budget terminal worked me off..
ytd shiqi, wan jun and pei yun was crazy de lor
keep transfering my line to each other
then some more transfer to wrong ppl
i had to keep saying "oops, wrong number"
then i played crunchyroll game with hotel reservations de aunty
haha she so nice, let me use 1 of her comps to play
there was an ang moh lady who came to us and saw us playing game and said
"aah, you guys seems to be in need of something to do"
lolz sia..
but i hope its the last time that i do a 12 hours shift at budget... really cant take it..
Thursday, December 11, 2008
12 hours of misery ~_~aaaaaaaaah..
i hate waking up at 7...am..
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
peach tea and whisky sucks!
mee pok dry instant noodle nice... BUT UNHEALTHY!
i feel sad today :(
was smsing with shiqi on the bus then i dont know y i got cranky and moody
(Soz sista for the sudden moodswinging :( so sorry...)
i got home and just stoned...
i didnt bathed yet and then i was deep in thoughts for 1 hour
then i walked to my keyboard and started playing
i realized how lousy i am
then i started thinking lots of shits
just when i thought my life is steady and happy now
but actually i havent been enjoying my days
all i do was work and work..
every single day... i havent gone out to eat with my family for nearly a month
now my daily routine is wake up, eat the lunch my mum bought, go work
then come home, buy supper for my mum , surfed the net and sleep and wake up the next morning repeating the routine
and all i have been doing is shopping..
why am i shopping when i dont even get a chance to go out?...
Why is the grass Always have to be greener on the other side?
just when i thought i can be busy and time will just fly pass and i'll be happy being busy rather than rotting at home
but now i cant keep track of time..
i dont even know what day and what date it is until i check my calender ...
im living in my own world right now..
i dont like this...
i cant believe im saying this but...
im missing school life :(
i'm missing the time when i need to wake up and feel cranky, but feel happy as well becoz i get to meet my classmates and then not worry about anything coz im safe in school
i feel like i only have morning and midnight now...
i no longer have time to sit down, catch my breath and rest and move on in my own pace...
when i go out i always worry that i cant due to my schedule..
i hate it..
i feel all tied up, sealed into an empty box of darkness
i no longer have the freedom i used to have :(
i miss the time when i go on msn and talk to my friends and just go out right away
after discussing to meeting out...
i miss playing games together the whole day with my friends..
mayb i should just wait...
there are upcoming events, but.. sigh..
i'll just drink my night away
i hate whisky :(
why must my brother open whisky
i want vodka lime and raspberry ~_~
good nightz
i was blogging on last sunday night but SHIT! i got disconnected so my half an hour blogging was down the drain..
im lazy to retype the shopping trip on saturday..
and lazy to blog wadevers happening.
Its the little things that makes the difference
Its the little things thats costing me a fortune
fucking shit i gotta stop buying candies and chocolates to work, coz $1.30 is fine, but buying them 4 or 5 times a day is costing a bomb.
S-T-O-P!
Saturday, December 06, 2008
i just woke up and i feel sibei sian diao... : (coz i just had ANOTHER dream about piano...
now i really really really want to learn all the songs i want.. : (
i want.. i want...
i WANT TO LEARN LA! LET ME GET A KEYBOARD LA FUCK LA!
sianz...
i really really want a piano right now D:
Friday, December 05, 2008
Killer Bear!!!!---
Big bro caught it at arcade yesterday,
yes my big bro is an over sized child!
Ytday;
i was in the bus with my mp3 and emo`ing about the past
remembered once an embarassing moment at home with my big bro n his dude, louise
when i reached home lolz he was here!!!
omg i got premonition powerzz!
call me.. Psykik(?) Sam!
Work yesterday was alright, my cold is recovering!!
at evening it was off peak hours and Aunty Tina and Mr Singh was fooling around
there were 2 girls came to the counter then Aunty Tina said,
"eh those 2 girls coming, give u chance ah"
then Mr Singh said,
"go for it Mr Samdanson"
the 2 girls was standing infront of the counter then i was smiling VERY nicely and stood up
wth they ran away -.-
i havent even say " can i help you with anything?" then they saw me n run away...
what the fuck?
then after awhile Mr Singh came back from helping us send the passengers then he said,
"Sam i can't see those 2 girls anymore, i think you scared them off la"
O_O
today is friday!
and tmr is saturday!
Off Day! going out shopping again!
but wont be getting my pay yet :(
Aunty Tina said most probably Monday..
sob sobz-
have to wait till next off day to ultra shoppery-
Thursday, December 04, 2008
ITS BACK AGAIN!!! ITS BACK AGAIN!!!i just had another piano dream!!!
im so happy now...
this time i dreamt that i was playing some chinese oriental song on the piano..
i just anyhow press and then it sounded uber!~
omgz
i really really want a new keyboard/piano :(
i havent even got my pay for this month..
sigh... and going out on saturday... wont have enough money to shop.. :(
oh wells... have to wait more ba..
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
gosh i hate getting colds..my ears are blocked, running nose, super lethargic and my throat hurts
how am i gona go work today....
luckily the t2 counter has a water boiler i can eat my medicine there.
god pls let me recover asap... this is worse than getting fever...
this week will be working continuously till saturday, my next off...
cold + changi airport powerful aircon'd environment..
G-G..
Monday, December 01, 2008
YtD;woke up at 12+
this morning i sneezed like no body's bussiness sia...
i was very very lethargic...
played game till around 4+
ks called and ask to go irfan house le coz they alr there le
then yida oso called saying he was on the way there
then me n ck met at road junction and then bus'd to irfan house
we met up with them at the lounge and then headed to the pool
i couldnt swim lol so i just dipped and play with water
then the guys were competing over their "boobs"
lol retarded...
awhile later a security guard came
he ask if we were residents
then he said there must be a resident there to accompany
Security: if you are not a resident you are not allowed to swim here, there must be a resident to accompany you all
Ks:ya our friend live here
Security:which one?
Yida:hes name is irfan, he live at block (number)
Ks:only his mother at home right now, he now outside
Security:where is ur friend? where is he? u cant swim here until he is here!
Ks:he coming back already right now
Yida:ya he coming back from expo already
Security:nono you cannot come in and swim until he is back you get it? you call that stupid irfan come right now
Ks:eh you dont anyhow call our fren stupid la, he paid for the facility and then kena this kind of service
Security:what? i not calling you stupid, i say your stupid friend
Ks:ya! you dont anyhow call him stupid la he our fren leh
Security:u are suppose to be in full swimming costume, these are not swimming costume!
lol some security are so retarded
there were loads of ppl not wearing swimming costume as well when we came
there were ppl wearing quick silver and billabong shorts
lame.
after that we went to the sauna room
my flu was getting from bad to worse already..
so i didnt went into the sauna at all...
just took a quick bath at the cubicles
then we went back outside
irfan came back
he called his mum and told him wad the security said
after that we went back to lounge and then slacked off
sian diao when flu was enough to keep me irritated, i got major headache
so i kind of took a nap on the chairs
after that we walked to tmart and then had dinner then me,yida,ks,hw and terry went up for dota
there wasnt waiting players at that moment to play with so we played 3 v 3
and after that went home.
got home and checked my work schedule
gosh i was abit shocked that i had 2 E shifts whereby i nid to work from 9pm till 9am..
the worse thing is that at 11pm, the D3 shift will be going home and from that time onwards i'll be there alone...
if theres a swarm of passengers... i'd b dead... :(
TODay;
woke up and felt worse...
my nose is blocked... sneezing like fuck... my throat feels uncomfortable...
pls dont let it be any worse...
