Wednesday, July 30, 2008
wednesday is overrrr~ yay
The so called "Tiring Day" of the week is over :D
didnt went maths remedial again today T_T
i've nvr even gone once
sigh... thought i was gona go today..
ended up... sigh..
wells kiat and kang seng came over for MH2
kiat took so long that me n kang seng played standard warcraft with dickson,qx,zhi jie
after that we MH2'd
after MH2 ing kiat went home
me and kang seng went 201 eat kuay chap
the $3.50 kuay chap with tonnes of liao and intestines
then came back kang seng stayed and played dota till about 9.50+
today was not as tiring as i thought, coz yesterday i had a huge nap... was like a pig haha
well its nice to have a friend over till quite late coz if not i'd be like always alone at home from 3 afternoon till 11pm
well unless i go out, if not thats the fact... oh n oso except friday,jay bro comes back n we booze and chill
then from mon to thurs, unless the guys come over for MH2'ing i will be at home T_T alone
wells thats WHEN i prefer to sleep like a vampire...
sleep afternoon then active at night
coz afternoon sleep too much at night cant sleep
HAAIZZZZ...
jia lat
well had a great chat with kang seng while eating
haha Hmm... we do have a similar view of Someone ~
similar of many of Us
how interesting..
o wells Tmr is Thursday! Science Lab day... ayezz
jy jy~ hope i can get another good afternoon nap tmr!
and then friday its MH2'ing time again!!! yay~


missing;9:55 PM


Tuesday, July 29, 2008
today was soooooo tiring...
i fell asleep 2 times in school today...
1st 2 lessons of the day was english, i was damn fuck tired this morning while walking to school...
then Mr Ng was talking about alot of things... he told us how he was in university... and told us how his teacher gav him a 110/100 score... and then told us that he was a manager twice in his life but decided to change job... told us that he job hopped... and then my eyes started to close bit by bit...
then i thought
:"i just... put my head on the table and listen..."
then my eyes started to close slowly... and then this was wad i heard while dozing off
Mr Ng:BLAHBLAHBLAH
Class:HAHAHAHAHA
Mr Ng:blahblahbla
Class:hahahaha
Mr Ng:bla...bla....
Class:ha...ha...
Mr Ng:b.....la...
Class:h...a
Mr Ng + Class :total silence


lolz i dreamt that [g0p] go eat at restaurant together.. then having alot of fun... then i also dreamt that kukus had a chalet and we had alot of fun oso..
then suddenly till the best part then


Mr Ng: UMMM!
Ridwan:(knock me) eh... wake up Mr Ng looking at you
Me:*woke up with eyes as if wasn't asleep*
Mr Ng:oh.. you can go on writing (<--- thought i wasnt sleeping lolz) i was so sian diao to get woke up by my wonderful dream T_T then english was over

after that was chem
then my eyes was awake by then, coz just slept abit, then i got bored and stone O.O
then Miss Chan asked me
:whats the formula to find volume?
Me:uhhh i forgot!
Miss Chan: aah becoz u not even looking at the board
Me: NO i listening ! im thinking!
Miss Chan: ok everyone shhh let sam think
Me: (any O how) uhhh isit the one 24 dm cube one?
Miss Chan: Very good sam
Me: O.O omfgwtf? Bingo~
[g0p]Kiat: lolz


then it was Social studies~
Miss Liu was sick still so she asked us for E Learning do homework
OH SHIT! I HAVENT DO TILL NOW aff...

i was at lab crapping around and going around for sweet then ka jiao Pei yun
after that RECESS~
after recess was Physics


got to class and i thought "wooohoo i feel so energetic~ must be the sleep during english class! im ready!"
then started to go thru paper, Miss Sakinah hor funny as ever de la
call [g0p]Dickson "Arrogant"

bully him around lor zzz
then as she went on from question to question... she keep warning us to be serious.. so all became serious and quiet...
then my eyes started to close again...
then i thought... i just ... put my head on the table and do work...
then my eyes closed... -.-
then my finger was still holding the pen up right and i looked as if i was still doing my work while putting my head on the table
but actually.. i fell asleep again..
then i dreamt about eating sushi and then about going out or something... i forgot the dream
then suddenly

Miss Sakinah: saaam, sit up straight when doing you work (<--- another one thinking i was just doing my work while putting my head on table)
Me: O.O! (huh wad wad? ohya physics lesson...)

then physics was done
went to 5n2 for chinese
the chinese teacher gave us work to do
i asked Lixin to help me complete all while i draw in her BB~ black book
then i give the teacher the paper

Chinese Teacher:aah... you ask the girl beside you to do again for u ah?
Me: -_-
walked back and continued drawing
then she said want let us watch MOVIE
you know wad movie? TOM AND JERRY - IN CHINESE
somemore is the episode that i watch before when i was primary one
wth lor
then just drew during the 2 periods and chatted
then schools over~
was so fucking tired even after 2 minisleeps..
i got home
took a long long long bath..
and then on the air con at my mums room
it was about 3+ and i fell asleep
until now 8.40+ then i woke up
See how tired i was? Before coming home i even drank a new brand of Energy Drink
still can sleep till now
i was gona continue sleeping all the way hoping till tmr morning
but i thought since i spent the effort to clean up the mountain of mess on my table, y not just Appreciate my own effort and do homework on it?
i'm really interested to do homework on my table, its kinda like.. Ooo.. thing coz i've never done that before until yesterday...
then look lik on TV... haha so perfectionist
but not to the perfect lik on tv la.. coz my table below still big mess and my bag inside even bigger mess
TMR is WEDNESDAY...
physics lessons last 2 periods...
Chinese lesson before recess!! :D
3 period of maths straight...
thats all for today...
sorry no pictures available


missing;8:48 PM


Monday, July 28, 2008
changed my mind about sleeping
i can't believe i just talked to the wrong person at msn... ... so pai seh
well then i approached ming ming [g0p] instead

I say:
ming

recover le fast rite!! says:
?

recover le fast rite!! says:
yes?

I say:
what is another way to start an essay besides flashback,flash forward,feelings and action?

recover le fast rite!! says:
descriptive

I say:
Ou ka yis!

recover le fast rite!! says:
dialoge?

I say:
thanks ming ming~

I say:
love u~


i got myself a new name, from now on, you are all free to call me... Crap :D
Yepz...
:/
:(
=(
T_T
=..(
;..
=-(
=...

What i want to do this week!
.Go to kiat's house to watch hell boyII and hanCOCK
.get to HR 5 in MH2
.post up more pics in my bloggalicious blogguuuu
.get...a...doggy? :
.or... a kitty oso can :

.tell you how i truly feel about you
.buy sushi for jay bro
.prelim CUMming! studyyyy...


missing;9:17 PM


Reason for blogging
:
i wanted to do homework and tried very hard to.
i prepared alot of things to start doing homework
in the end all i have is not enough
i blog coz i find myself incompetant in studying
i blog coz i was thinking of someone
someone i tried to forget for months
but the more i "try" to forget, the more harder it is to forget.
i feel lik playing dota and trash some noobs
kiat had a dog in his house, it was a golden retriever puppy
i want one too

so that i wont feel lonely at home alone
Tetra fish and Puffer fishes Do not keep me company
I want to squeeze them dead with my finger
the more i see them, the more i want to pour oil into the tank and light up the water
hehe
i want a doggy/kitty
can someone please put one at my doorstep tomorrow? :/
if not i will start planning to kidnap either kiat's puppy
so do it for the poor puppy, pls give me another puppy in return!!
PS:it better be a husky puppy, if not i swap with kiat's
ok, picture time
!

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just when you thought you bought a normal bottle of vodka thinking that the silver sticker'd CARDBOARDs would never become a disco ball?

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jay asked me to wear his new $500+ specs and took a picture of me (jealous...)


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i told myself: Okay its time to do homework! I'm fucking ready! *clears table*

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nothing beats a glass of water to refresh myself!

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wandered out of my Homework mood and started taking pictures of things found on my table

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Okay i thought i was READY to do homework! *scribble scribble draw draw*

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To summarise everything since the last 40 minutes of my life on my table.

Okay nights people i'm heading for bed! Another task done!
.Do homework
.Sleeping earlier


missing;8:48 PM


Saturday, July 26, 2008
boozed with jay bro last night
he bought me a bottle of E thirty three
and beer for himself and got chips more cookies
so in returned i sliced some apples for him haha


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jay bro-

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Chips`more cookies
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E thirty three (my new favourite bottled booze from now on.. bye breezer!)
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his usual drink

then we just chilled the night away...
ytd was really relaxing
i remember 1 sentence saying that the best time u can have with a fren or brother is when you didnt speak a single word when your together relaxing, and after that realise that its the most wonder time u ever had
we just drank and listened to some acoustic alchemy...
haha it rox when he buy me a drink every week he comes back ^^
well hope i can keep my words about the sushi next weeek? :P

went out with wan jun, shiqi, kang seng and yida today
we went to kbox and had quite a good time
we sang from 2+ till 6+
kang seng kept singing kong qiu qian -.-
repeating it lik 3 times
then we had ups and downs, some relaxing moments and some very high moments

after k'ing we went to arcade
played for awhile and then headed for dinner at downtown
today was suppose to be for Siyun's birthday, but Shiqi and Wan jun those 2 noobs lost contact with her today -.-
so end up we just came out to have some fun
wells me, shiqi and wan jun is discussing on having a weekly meet up to gossip and chat! :D
haha i'm sure it will be fun to hang out with those 2 KAY PO(s) and just chat once every week
we took some pictures outside the cinema area haha people were lik staring at us like "siao ah this kids, dont block way la" haha

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Shiqi-kang seng-wan jun
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kang seng-yida-shiqi-wanjun- ME
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wan jun,me and shiqi. thats all nobody is behind
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I AM TALLER THAN SHIQI OKAY!
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okay here, i am definitely taller than wan jun ^_^V
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heres and Artistic picture of yida chionging to the arcade, ofc taken by Yours truely, the Artistic me.
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inside kbox, kang seng shoe there


missing;9:38 PM


Friday, July 25, 2008
Things i'd like you to know
-i started blogging because of you

-i made a friendster account because of you

-i didn't have any passion for piano, it was you, to see the smile on your face when i play a song or a short piece

-i feel sad when you feel sad

-i feel glad when your happy

-i see you talking about someone and seem to hate them, i hated them as well, coz they made you frown

-i blush secretly when you look at me

-i get suprised when i know your near

-i always smile after seeing you

-i feel worried when your troubled over another guy

-i feel bad when i made you unhappy

-i felt worse when i reprimanded you

-everytime when i see a sun set or the sea, i see your smile

-everytime i feel the wind and breeze touching my cheeks, i feel your happiness

-everytime i hear the Piano plays a note, i hear nothing but your voice

-my heart beats crazily when i look into your eyes

-when its raining and when the clouds are dark, my heart always cries

-when i hear the fading sound of a musical note, my heart always regrets

-when i feel the coldness of the wind, my heart always become blank

-my heart cried like the rain

-my heart regretted and can't bear the musical note to end

-my heart becomes blank and freezes like the cold north wind

-you will always be in one dream of mine, no more

-both of us in a beautiful hill top, and beautiful green plains around, a sign board says "Dali"

-thats the place i wish to be at, not alone, but with you


missing;10:18 PM


I PASSED MY 2.4KM RUN AT LAST -.-!
actually nvr pass la but old hag gav abt... 10-20 seconds kelong
then lessons as usual
after school went to tmart to get bubble tea with the guys
then we went back to class to have our "before poa remedial" fun time!
we played the finger game, then played heart attack then played the reaction game
haha was fun as usual
then after poa remedial went home
took a bath n got my psp
went to kiat's house below to meet him
he had some stuff to settle so was about an hour late
well i sat below the flat n played MH2
after tht met up, and headed to kang seng's house
kiat said that he asked kang seng to chain his dog up lolz
coz not that he scared dog, he dont scared small dog, but BIG dog is.. ayio..
but kang seng is.. not big, its huge
went it and 1st thing i saw was this huge retriever
walked in and she followed zz... and then kiat followed kang seng to his room n cheers (the dog's name) kept circling around me round n round n round... the tail ah brushing my hand so itchy
then went to his room, hao wei was there for quite awhile le, then we played MH2
then cheers came in, it kept sniffing my bag -_-
i scared ah half way drag my bag away, walau that bag already very pathetic liao, kena bite some more will b GG
then played like few minutes kiat had to go... :/
he had some urgent matters so had to go...
and so me, kang seng n hao wei played the evening away
his dog ah.. keep coming in -_-
the tail ah... want to chop off la
make my finger so itchy now..
but it a really cute thing ^^ i was sitting on his brother's bed then it put it's nose on the bed n stared at me with the innocent eyes haha
ayia i shuld have took a picture of her doing that! im so dumb!
wells then after we killed a monster i'll pat pat it then suddenly LICK ME! walau my whole hand so wet... and then it tried to dry all the saliva with its tail, awww the fluffy tails :D
then after drying, lick again... wakauz..
then we stopped at 8.30 n went home
i got home, 1st thing i did was wash my hands n wash away all the fur -.- i know its a girl la... but Y SO MUCH HAIR...
wells was an interesting day today, i dont recall the last time i actually interacted with a dog or touched one...
especially retriever...
my brother picked up a lost young golden retriever during a rainy day...
it was sooooo cute and friendly...
SAD :(
he's name was Rain :)
the cutest dog i've ever met! hope its doing well now after finding its owner ^^


missing;9:05 PM


Thursday, July 24, 2008
today was another boring day...
tiring...
so tired of all the staying back for labs, remedials...
just totally dead..
saw nailatul holding a book on korean language
ooo it was edwin's
hope i can borrow it from him one day
i've been watching some koreans drama on tv nowadays, i like the way they tok
very cute
went home after remedial... can u guess wad time it was?
was 6pm... i only get home that late JUST BECOZ OF SCHOOL only when i had cca
now no cca still so late...
stupid experiment made me pissed off la... stupid moment stupid ruler stupid equilibrium
fuck moments la
O level come out moments hor super sian diao
its already july ...
so fast...
im turning lazier as time past...
needing to go out every single day for lunch n dinner is just too much of a chore...
but eating instant noodles... i've nearly ate all the instant noodle available in singapore!!
im bored of instant noodles...
i want to eat sushi and steak...
but i dont have money T_T
haiss anywayz... boring day .
time to watch contenders.. bb


missing;11:02 PM


Wednesday, July 23, 2008
today was a very dull day...
went to school... laughter will always exsist as long as im in 5n1 la...
last lesson was physics... and suprisingly i didnt fell asleep
after school, maths remedial was cancelled.. thought i could for at least once
now when i want to go, i cant
i havent attended a single one... out of like... 5 or 6 times
got home, sms'd kiat and ask him if he wants to come to my house to play psp
he couldnt
kang seng say he can, so he brought yida and hao wei along
well.. its kinda awkward but i duno why..
people think that me and hao wei some how dont like each other...?
i dont recall being truely bue song with him ah o.o
theres always times when lik suddenly.. u just become awkward with a friend
and i had this with many people..
i can recall during sec 1 it was wei ming, then sec 2 was dickson, sec 3 was kang seng, sec 4 i just got over dickson on the awkward friendship, this year it some how became hao wei, and i just got over kang seng on the awkward friendship
theres always frens who u totally dont have topic to talk about...?
and it seemed like ur angry or not happy with each other when other people view it as a third person..
lol people keep coming up with the topic telling me that hao wei actually is a good person then blahblahblah, then the thing is... do i really look very hostile towards him?
just nothing to chat about wad... last time nothing to chat with ming, then came mu that saved us, then when nothing to chat with dickson, then came online games that saved us, then when nothing to chat with kang seng about, then came MH2 that saved us
now...? talk about wad.. i really duno
muay thai? im not into thai boxing...
MH2? i dont play with him frequently
its super awkward when people come up and say "how come u like very bue song with hao wei liddat one? he come ur face change"
i cant see my face... how i know it changed.. some more it isnt on purpose de wad
so with that level of awkward-ness
yida played dota, kang seng had to multi task and tok to me and hao wei, like msn, open 2 windows then Alt-tab back n forth
these took place the whole afternoon... =.=
after that we went to 201 to eat... then went home
ok enuf of all these...

i want to go around taking contact pictures for my phone! :D so people, when we have the chance to meet up, do let me take a nice photo of u and put in my contact list oKaS?
okas thx byebyes!

I don't want you,
i need you
I don't like you,
i love you
I don't friend you,
coz` i want you.
I don't love you coz` my five senses tells me so
i do so coz` my heart tells me so


missing;9:12 PM


Tuesday, July 22, 2008
got my new phone yays
pictures are gona come spamming soon
well the new Htc touch diamond phone is...
HARD TO USE!!
dont understand the chim chim english in the phone.. like wtf...
i think i'll try use awhile before deciding anything...
well its a cool phone, but abit laggy and i've been having a headache over it since this afternoon..
all i could do was get the music playlist up
nearly deleting the whole music list in the phone in the process...
have not done my maths yet...sigh
right now... theres just so many things in my mind...
i've been thinking so long... that i didn't realise, the reason y i cant concentrate on studies and focus in doing something is becoz... i'm always thinking about things...24/7...
one after another...
i've really been thinking all these 17 years of my life..

The world can be complicated if you want it to be
but it can be pretty damn fuck easy if you are willing to accept
Forgiving can be a way to solve matters
but in some cases... forgiveness is just an illusion
Love can be great and wonderful at times
but what you might receive in future might be tragic
Family is the best thing in the world
but what if they don't think the same way?
Studying? money? career? thats all we should aim for?
how much knowledge would you bring when you go to heaven?
how much money can you carry when you go to heaven?
what the fuck would your career do when you go to heaven?
what if heaven is not a place for you?
would hell be fun?
who said hell is painful and suffering?
since no one who died said so, and no one would say so if they died
how come heaven and hell is judged such a way?
Humans have feelings?
how come theres such thing as a prison?
can't people feel for people in prison?
fun? i don't think so
how come people get raped, murdered?
feelings? is that word suitable for humans?
who the hell said time is money?
why can't it be a reward for hardwork and effort?
why is there adam and eve? have anyone met them before?
no?
then who started spreading the story?
why is death a sad thing?
why is defiance always wrong towards an elder?
what if the elder is a fucker?
why can't everything be free?
if things were free, won't people have all the values injected into them when their born?
isn't money and trading made by greedy people who wants to be better than the rest?
then why did the rest follow?
greedy? i bet
if people sell things not for money, but for a smile at their customers face,
wouldnt that be nice?
wouldn't people know to "take what they need and not what they want"?
is this world GREAT?
how would you know?
are they other worlds that you have been to before? if theres only one world? how can it be better?


missing;8:48 PM


Monday, July 21, 2008
today is like friday sio!
chinese lesson was crap, skipped
then geog, mrs lee came in late! hohoho
then poa and english
kang seng and sunny tio reprimanded
something happenede during the fair on saturday
see the jeremy that face ah.. ayio wth
lac la like, duhh reason y ppl hate him coz of his fucking attitude, so dont give it and no one will hate him
well after school it was pouring
but i had an umbrella! woot lucky i took it morning b4 i went school
the guys wanted to gather to play psp at my place so i got home n took a bath
big bro was at home, sleeping lik a pig haha
then kang seng n yida came and played dota while waiting for the rest
then kiat came, i cooked instant noodle to makan so they waited n watch yida dota'ing
then kang seng went downstairs to bring hao wei up
then we started MH2'ing
then qx n jovin came
then we played in my room the whole afternoon n yida,qx n jovin were in the living room
then big bro woke up, haha he lik lao shan lung sia, slow... sleepy face..grumpy ah beng face haha
:X


Kang seng: your brother smoking sia..
Me: ya... then?
Kang seng: the...freedom.. if i can smoke at home ah... i...
Me: ^_-;

Qx: aah hsiao jing teng!
Me: Oo
Qx: ya hsiao jing teng!
Me: want louder?
Qx: noooo jovin nids to study
Me: (accidently press video)
Qx: nooo hsiao jing teng!
Me: oh ps


Me: sry lao da, i nid transfer psp game from comp
Jovin: erm... ok
Me:sry dun whack me pls
Jovin: uhh....
Me: okay done lao da sry
Jovin: huh?! why u say sry ur comp sia this one
Me: u wan play ma then i wan dl, scared u whack me up ah...


Me: eh jovin... dun so quiet leh.. very scary
Kiat: ya lor..
Jovin: huh y leh
Me: very scary la..

(above was a few kuku conversation we had)
then at 8+ went to eat at 201
and then got home

Merissa Da sao: eh why ur frens all so big size one?
Me: uhh... lolz
Merissa Da sao: i mean ALL leh! all of them so big size
Me: :X (secret)

haha so kuku la today, totally no monday blues
wells thts abt all that happened

some pics from saturday at Pasir Ris Park

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WHAT?! miao wad u taking?! i look like i sleeping! i playing psp la

Obscene.
ifan dun anyhow point ah!!! sakinah looking!

OMG, BABES!
alamak... koh miao long... wad u doing?...

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dickson and jovin!

Class Bondage
named as "Class bondage" by Mr Koh miao long.. more like gong xi fa cai

I sincerely apologize for the emo black n white pics, miao is very emo and he take emo pictures
if he had gave me his cam to take heeps of pic that day, it would have been... less emo

im getting a new phone soon! its the Htc touch diamond yay!



When i saw you...
my eyes forgot how to blink
my heart raced like olimpic
my nerves tensed up
my worries were forgetten
my wish for the day had came true..


missing;9:39 PM


Sunday, July 20, 2008
Today is one of the best days ever!!!
-
Beach cleaning was today!
wooo
i was woken up by my phone's alarm at 6.30 but i stopped it and slept back...
woke up all of a sudden n realise it was 7.15am
took a quick shower, changed, took the sushi and ran to school
reached school n it was still quite early
the bus came, n everyone gathered
we went up the bus and started chatting n playing psp
lol then suddenly Miss Sakinah ask us to go down bus
lol u know for wad?
Mrs Sng wanted a picture of her taking the flag n smile at us. as if shes cheering for us
how ironic
went back up to the bus
rode to Pasir Ris Park
we gathered at the entrance and waited.
then we got our plastic hands and trash bags and went walking
lolz 5n1 rox! XD
we combed the whole beach, lol actually we just chatted... n act lik we picking up rubbish
haha Miss Chan and Miss Sakinah was at a side walking along with us chatting... -.-! lol wth
we are slackerXz :P
then we walked the park for abt 1hr i think, then lolz we found a place to settle with Uncles and Aunties doing Tai chi and we settled down for a little picnic!
lolz me,dickson,kiat and jovin gobbled down all the Sushi X_x haha i love Maki and Ebiyo :D
then we joined in the circle and leeched on all the snacks :P

today was 1st time i see Miss Sakinah laugh and smile so happily
some more she laugh 1 time then lean her head on Annisaa's shoulder, macham she her sister
lolz could see tht Annisaa was freaking out abit
then we sat there and chatted and cracked tonnes of jokes
Sunny kept immitating the teachers and then Kang seng joined in and improvised the Cow game

Sunny: 1 Miss Sakinah, jump over the fence, Say somemore!
All:lolz
Miss Sakinah:lolz (lean head on annisaa shoulder)
Kang seng:1 Syahirah, jump over the fence, thats why lah!
All:lolz
Miss Sakinah: lolz(lean head on annisaa shoulder)
Sunny: 1 Kang seng, jump over the fence, I NEVER DO ANYTHING!
All:LOLZX!!11oneoneone

haha that short period of time together as a class we made so much nuisance in the park
then Miao long was taking pics and so we decided to take a class photo!
it was cooool
i hope can get it from miao

then we walked back to the bus coz it was already time
lolz then me and kiat starting playing with our bottles, splashed syahirah and annisaa
then kang seng steal my bottle.. :(
then he GUSHHH finish all the water, then in the end kiat and kang seng end up in a GUSH war
haha
then we walked by the playground
lolz me n kiat ran up to the huge slide! lolz then all oso go up then we made CHOO CHOO train down the slide haha
then our ass all wet n dirty
but lucky kiat 1st one so clean for us most of the dirt
then reached the carpark
lolz Mr Tan Wee Siang told us we were the last class
haha
then we walk to the bus half way saw 2 person inside OUR bus!
wth Miss Cai and BRISTLEBACK! (Miss Chin) tom pang our bus! wth!!! we paid $2.50 for it U KNOW?!?!?!?!
then when the bus go, lolz we saw Miss Cai's FORM CLASS walking from Pasir Ris park back to school
wth sia.. wad kind of teacher sia..
then in the bus they kept playing and improvising the cow game, lolz we laughed out ass off
after tht when we got to school, we went around the fair and went home
i got home and took a long bath... was so sweaty
then went downstairs to eat with Mum, Jay bro and Veline
then Mum went to work
lolz on the way home was so kuku...

Me: (bang the contruction site wall) -.-;
Veline:lolz
reach home
Me: (bang wall while walking to living room) o.o;
Veline: y u keep banging wall one! lolz

haha
i find it so stupid oso lor
after tht i on air con and slept at my mum's room ^__^
slept from 2+ till 5+
then kiat sms'd
then slept awhile more then went to meet up with kiat
then kang seng sms'd to ask to help him buy his dinner
went to 201 mac and bought
then bus'd to irfan house there
went to the Lounge and saw kang seng inside
then after tht Yida came and then irfan came down
then we started MH2'ing
lolz we killed a very PRO monster called Rajang!
its a fucking black ugly monkey with big ass and big horns
then when it gets angry it turns gold! ooo...
we killed it yay..
then Jay bro sms'd and told me he bought Craneberry Vodka for me in the fridge
then i told him to wait for me to get home n drink together
so MH'd till 9+ and then walked home
went to 445 to ta bao for Jay Bro
then got home
saw a bottle of tiger beer on the floor -.-;
then we drank and ate and chatted
Q craneberry vodka not bad :D better than Breezer
but abit too gassy
then went to play dota with the guys at 11.30
just finished! so decided to blog haha
so thats about all.
today made me realise, just when i thought my class are not united like express ppl.
i actually found out that.. we are damn fuck united and unique as a class :D
5n1 OWNAGE!!!!!!!!!
we rock the world ^^


missing;1:35 AM


Saturday, July 19, 2008
Rotting... rotting..
i am rotting....
;todayz
fridays were as usual... very little lessons... skipped chinese lesson
well dont think there was a lesson anyway, after recess, english then after school liao
went to t mart to dine and whine
walked around and chat
went back to class! woot we played Chariot, Hangman and the thumb game
lolz there was lik 10+ of us playing the thumb game, we just squeeezed at 2 tables n played
crazy 5n1!
was really fun playing with everyone
we played until 2.30 and Mr Teo came in, poa remedial time~
i was so clever for poa for the 1st time...
but just when i tot i was smart... i got 6/15 for the poa mcq...
fuck!
wth sia..
after remedial went to 201, checked out the sushi shop for orders for tmr's beach cleaning
we got a set meal for tmr
ordered from the person and then left for home
8+ i met up with kiat and go take the sushi(s)
lolz we were so crappy on the way there
screamed n shout n laugh at each other on the way there, pointing at ppl n making jokes lolz
bought a few more sushi home for jay bro to eat
came home n the 1st thing he did was get a glass of jack daniel and check friendster
siao
got home, updated warcraft to v1.22
played with the guys
had a small conflict... well sometimes ppl just does things, and ppl just blame it on another person's fault.. how unfair?
ayia game only, y must show all the attitude to own ppl... all kakilang conflict over non-kakis
now i feel darn hungry...
even though i had a heavy dinner... sian la hungry means hungry.. cannot wait till i sleep then hungry...
always b4 i sleep then come hungry... ridiculous..
thats abt all for today!



when i told you i would be fine, and that i'll wait..
i lied
when i told you i told you i dont like you anymore..
i lied
when i gave u all those ignoring attitude..
i lied as well
but the worse sin was to lie to myself, that i could get over u
coz that made things worse n even more painful
would you ever love a lier?


missing;12:44 AM


Thursday, July 17, 2008
added some cute animations to my blog haha
the girl at the tagboard looks so cute n retarded
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Thursday;Today:
weeee at last the busy week is almost finished
today there was Maths test, Chem test, Chem practical test, Physics test
today was so tired..
i really dragged myself on the way to school n almost falling asleep while walking to school..
i had a few chance to sleep
during geography we went to atrium for lesson...
eating too much during recess really does make ppl tired during the lesson after that...
i dozed off a few times while sitting in the super hot atrium -.-;
nvr knew y i always doze of in school.. at home want to sleep at night then cannot..
especially at night, wierd ah
maybe too used to sleep in the morning then active at night
holidays surely at fault
cannot sleep, stay awake until 6 or 7 in the morning then sleep
every day for most of the holidays
then become bad habit...
saw on tv, theres a diseases that makes ppl unable to sleep, its called.. insomnia?
:S they say u can actually die from lack of sleep..
well im sure i have times that im really active... like.. when the bell rings after 2 lessons!!
and.. my fav school finish bell... omg that makes me jump up, pack back n chiong out of class!
not that i dun wan study~_~
i really want...
but everytime in class i feel really sleepy
at night at home, my eyes just wont close..
afternoon and morning i will feel darn fuck sleepy de...
if school is during night.. i sure i can get A1 for all subject!
this sat got beach cleaning!
gona go check out the 201 jap shop tmr, see if can order some sushi for sat :D
aye... not much to blog la... watch tv le...
~

if only you know its still you
and i know its me


missing;9:29 PM


Tuesday, July 15, 2008
today--
;2008 O levels listening comprehension in Chinese
so boring, went in listen so many music just to do the 10 questions..
today school was boooring..
few exams coming up, tmr is english orals prelims
theres oso maths test and chemistry test coming up...
sigh..

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Happy Birthday Terry!


missing;9:50 PM


Sunday, July 13, 2008
eh...
i ate chilli crab for dinner at Block 419
went to Ming house do project
but i got there pretty late
so i watched them play metal slug and smack down..
went to T mart with Chun
bought some snacks n went to fitness corner eat n chat
[g0p] rules
others drool
haha
my life now can say is really peaceful... no more dramas in my life, just facts and painful truths
like Chun said, peaceful life might not be best, theres no action, no drama, life is boring
people who have too much drama in life, wishes for peace
people who have too much peace in life, long for drama
how i wish i can live as a super rich ass
where i live in a mansion, with lots of maid to serve me, remedial classes right at home
lessons to learn manners, table manners, sitting manners, speech manners
where my family earns money lik crazy, spends money lik hell
where money is never a factor in our lives
i wish to be controlled by strict rules and be scolded for bad manners...

those who have freedom, would wish to be controlled
those who are controlled, wishes for freedom..
primary keep defying my mum, she used to beat me everyday for getting home late
after school, go playground till 6+
after remedial go playground till 7+
everytime i get home i have to prepare myself to get whacked...
primary 5, my mum starts to get tired of beating
primary 6, my mum stopped scolding me for reaching home late
sec 1 my mum stopped asking me whether i finished homework
sec 2 i didnt need to inform my mum when i go out
sec 3 my mum dont even know when my exams were, neither does she know exactly wad class i'm in
sec 4 i have to settle my own meals everyday
sec 5 theres no rules anymore

if life would have been lik this:
primary 5, i was grounded for reaching home 5 minutes late
primary 6, i was grounded for failing my spelling
sec 1, i was grounded for failing my exam
sec 2, i was grounded for not doing my chores
sec 3, i was grounded for not going to express
sec 4, i was grounded for not calling home when i ate outside
sec 5, i was grounded for losing my home keys
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my life would have been strict, but at least i know that im walking in the right path in life
but the grass is always greener on the other side, if i would have been brought up strict, i would want freedom
i would not appreciate control freaks and rules as much as i do right now
everytime i try to control myself, i fail
i cant even make a promise to myself to go to bed by 10 o clock...
i've nvr slept on time before
i've nvr studied before, all those psle, exams, all i used was wad i remember during class by a certain event like, when miss sakinah got so angry just becoz the whole class forgot about formula for total resistance, 1/Rt= 1/R1+ 1/R2
besides that, all i have been using is just common sense and luck..
thats y i love geography and english
wadever they ask u... just use common sense and answer
copy from passage la, use brain think lor, remember all the documentary i watched lor
direction of rivers? look at the contour lines lor, where got water flow upwards one
thats y now all those chemistry la, maths la, ss formats, poa
i got no idea wad they are toking about
how come neutralisation produce water? they neutralise wad y must water?
y is Purchases on debit side and Sales on Credit side? isnt debit side +? sales is a + wad
purchases u spend money, isnt it a - coz u spend money wad
y must make so many books?
y must remember all those ss formats? y cant we just answer with our brains, we dont use formats to answer questions in ours lives, y we even learning so many things that we dont actually apply in life?
people always say "try out the subject, just try, maybe u have talent in it"
wad if im sure that i dont have talent in it? y am i studying it? y is taking those subjects that im not good in compulsory?
does learning all the pollution and resources scarcity useful?
wads the use when u learn them, and u counter ur own learning with reasons such as "once we stop using electricity, the world will end. if we stop using fuel, the world will die"
lolz all that would happen if we dont use electricity and fuel is that theres no more computer, no more air con, no more big bussiness, no more development
we wont "die" without development la
only people who cant take failure and hardship will die, coz they noob
then irritating thing is hor, when ppl tell u "EEE dun waste food la, u know hor africa *blahblahblah*"
this kind of ppl hor is serious like.. "really har? u nvr wasted food in ur life? u eat rice dont have a single bit left? u drink water drink until the cup dry?"
rubbish la
i remember got 1 time
1 teacher showed us a picture of an african kid in the dessert, crawling alone in the dessert
and a few vultures were beside him
we were told that the photographer who took the picture suicided few days later after receiving the award for best picture
lolz, siao ah, we ask the teacher "lol y not just give the kid something to eat and drink n carry him to safety la"
then the teacher say "cannot, they were not allowed to touch anyone there, their job was just to take picture"
lolz so wad have these ppl been learning in school? their school teach them to not follow their common sense and just do as told ah
crazy, photographer cant save ppl ah
haiss... stupid la
everytime after chatting with Chun hor, will think of so manythings de
coz those things that he says, really make sense
like, it IS really irritating to see people playing Mahjong and drinking BEER during a funeral
lol i told him just now if my funeral anyone dun treat it seriously, prepare to see me in their dreams haunting them until they die
kk enuf posting le, byebyes


missing;8:57 PM


sian sia... i feel lik changing blog
but so mafan..
want to post
but lazy to type..
cant think of anything to blog...


missing;8:54 PM


Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Today;
woke up at 7.30am
yes, late
someone sms'd me and then i got woken up by it
i stoned at the clock it said, 7.30
and i read the sms "sam cumming 4 oral?"
i replied "and you are? i just woke up.."
then he replied "So ppl asking u r cumming... And faster ok"
i thought this person had something else to tell me.. so i waited... till 7.40
then dun hav, my mum came in and nag
i sms'd the person ask "so i come now? or later?"
then the person replied "Muz now"
lolz i jumped out of bed n took a shower n then rushed out the door
ran to school
i got to school, went to general office n got detention slip
went up class, i couldnt see teacher inside the class la...
i only see 1 guy with a huge sweater standing, could recognize that as -Jerermy-
then i walked in... ohh see Mr Teo whole person kena blocked by jerermy
then i stood infront of him then stared at him..
then he stare n me and shake head

Me: -smile-
Mr Teo:then?
Me:oh, i late
Mr Teo: and then?
Me: -give detention slip-
Mr Teo: still got wad?
Me:oh.. morning

i always kena sian diao by Mr Teo -.-
well lucky i got to school
went around the class asking who sms'd me then it was AH BANG BANG
i tot he so nice save me
ayia, qx say he actually dun wan sms de, then is he force him to sms then he sms de
AH BANG!! U SUCK LA

left class at 1.20 for Oral O level chinese
went to "eat" i bought 2 small piece of otah from store 6 uncle
u know how much? $1!!!
crazy de..
then we went up to library wait wait wait
then went in
after orals i went back to class n met up with ck,dickson n wm
lolz they were using scrap paper to make a flag of [g0p]
they so damn serious la
then when it comes to work, ayia slack la
then after that put the flag infront of the teacher's table
hope tmr still there haha [g0p] flag sehh
haha trademark Copyrighted
kkz thats about all today
o ya
--Happy B'day to my Big Brother~


missing;9:01 PM


Tuesday, July 08, 2008
my hands got a little itchy so... i decided to blog hehe

Today;
was bored coz schools back from the 1 day holiday...
i lost my calculator..
tmr is my O level Chinese Oral Examination...
i'm NOT prepared...
i'm bored coz i stayed at home all day
woke up this morning feeling lethargic..
went to school quite late so didnt got to chat
today was dry... there was 2 EL lessons in the morning, Mr Ng was so called on course, but in the last 10 minutes he came back to class saying he cancelled the course and so.. this 1 week he will still be in school.. and there is NO free lessons..
chemistry sucked... i was boored out
Social studies was ok, we went to comp lab and then Miss Liu was funny as ever la
then we kept joking with her
then she entertained...
recess i ate Xia Mian, very sweet, but abit oily coz of the chilly
i was shouting at the Auntie
"AUNTIE XIA MIAN !"
then she asked "Da wan xiao wan de?"
i was like... "HAR??!?!?!"
then she asked me 4 times and i still went "HUH!?!??"
then i like.. OHHH big or small bowl one ah...
then she give me jiao bin..
after recess was physics... everyone was like dry la... damn dry, whole class just stoned at Miss Sakinah..
then chinese was free as ever la... played Chariot with Joanne, Clinton, Lixin and Edwin
then Yuan Yong and Jin Yang oso joined in, so we played the 2 lessons away as usual on chinese lor..
then Wei ming and Dickson went for Chinese Oral.. theirs was today..
after that went to meet up with Chun kiat and then walked home
bought Chicken Pie at Esso before heading home
sat at void deck with Ck till i finished my Pie
then rain stopped
i got home, on comp, play music, watched cartoon
then suddenly i fell asleep...
well i think i'm glad i fell asleep? coz i was really lethargic and exhausted...
i now really feel lik going to my 2nd bro's japan restaurant there to eat till i die..
so bored..
well then i watched channel 8 the duno wad babes la.. beach ball babes? i think
then did physics, now trying to finish it and then move on to maths
tmr might be another dry day... i'd probably prepare some candy for school tmr morning..
nitex all...




missing;10:03 PM


Monday, July 07, 2008
Friday;
-went to chun kiat's house with yida n kang seng for MH2~!
we played 1 whole evening
then big bro sms'd saying as shown "Tonite ktv.wait for me at hm"
i was like WEEEEEE
went home after playing with the guys, saw my big bro sleeping ~_~
i asked him "eh still going ma?" he say "yaya... 9..+ ZZZZZzz..."
then i watched National Geographic till 8+ then he woke up, lolz we both stuck to the videos..
bats eating fish... catfish eating bats... baby anaconda...baby chameleon..
i love National Geographic la..
then took a bath n then went down to meet merissa Da Saooo
then had a 30+ minuts drive to Toa Payoh Safra
met up with R1, niko n some others at the entrace
ayio Mr n Mrs Ng still no change same pattern
then me n da sao went up, lolz we 2 tio shocked by the number of ppl that was in the room...
then we went toilet first n waited for big bro to smoke finish...
lolz went in, sat at 1 corner ~_~ lolz then i heard 2 screams
oh noo... its Kat and Da Xue T_T; they are like 2 crazy big sisters making me take pictures n drink T_T oh not "like" they are!!
well thought without them it wouldnt have been a fully equiped party haha
well i didnt drank much, sat at 1 corner with da sao eating snacks
lolz we watched as big bro got more n more...drunk
first was beer.. than martell with ?lime juice? i think, then they tried to trick seed to drink a cup of martell neat... lolz n there it start... the craze over neat... soon all of them stopped mixing n drank till they drop...
then theres a group of us named "the Drivers and the Helpers" who isnt drunk... and is singing to... nobody then ourselves...
lolz big bro,XX(especially xx!!!),rune,babygem,seed all drank like siao...
after that they were lik... drunken prawn la..
the "Drivers and Helpers" took care the "Adminstrative" work like preparing plastic bag and helping ppl up the car -.-
lolz da sao was so busy finding a plastic bag for big bro but the others just kept coming to ask for one as well ~_~
well lucky in the end had 1 for big bro to puke in...
drove with xx's car with js in it and his gf driving his car
escorted xx home
then we went our own ways
near wind's home big bro finally puked...
then stopped at 7-11 to bought coupons for parking, lolz lik wtf as usual la big bro always do crazy things like throwing the bag of puke on the road..
then lik last time da sao said "good luck bringing ur bro home later, i not going over ^^" then end up she still had to carry him home...
well i wasnt much of help :P hehe.. psps
well was a crazy night for them -.- n another tiring night for the D&H group
people... don't drive when you know you will get drunk!

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Last saturday was a blast!
we went to roys house for his house warming
there was loads of ppl
i woke up feeling fatigue as usual... then someone reminded me of roys's house warming day
but i forgot who la.. shuld b terry
then i bathed n went down to meet them
reached n saw terry,quan xuan,roys and jovin
then we went to buy sushi to eat at 201
coz i was really starving, bought a lil too much hehe..
then we went to mac to meet moh seng, ngai yun and hao wei
then waited for chun kiat and sunny to reach
took 3 to pasir ris n then walked to roys house
we splitted into half coz not enuf for the kitchen table
we had steamboat outside n bbq inside
but "shark fin soup" outside oso, there was lots of fish scale in the soup tho.. :S
then we went to wesley's room, its beautiful wor
then they say roys room looks identical, lol so its kinda like a hotel resort theme
it really looks lik a hotel, his bathroom was mostly black n white rose patterns, stylo
but ah see(roys maid) say so dark so hot
lol how i know his maid name? ayia me n his maid good fren :X
the house room has a typical way to put the lights, with a level of wall and then the lights hidden above give the kind of... soothing effect
really nice, then the living room had a tv, behind the couch was his dad's office with glass doors..
its really very nice
his house now alot bigger n look alot nicer than before

we had our lunch on steamboat n bbq
then we went to roys n wesley's room to play, 2 ppl dota, some play psp, some play wrestling.. zz
all of a sudden outside got ppl say something about wine lolz
lik omgz roys's super generous mother la
she offered us 2 bottle of wine, there was oak and rose wine
most of them didnt like the oak one, coz.. lol it the taste of tree, i like it
taste of nature
then they drank most of the rose wine...
well the rose wine is like rose syrup lor... sweet sweet de..
as usual my face gets so red just by drinking abit... :/ crazy ppl saying i drunk..zzz
who can drink so little wine n get drunk hor.. must be stupid wine some more
half a glass by half a glass
so stop saying i drunk when my face red! its healthy!! IT REALLY IS PEOPLE! BLOOD CIRCULATION!
then we played till evening
yida n kang seng came, then at abt 6+ kang seng went to irfan house, me n ck was suppose to go as well then play MH2
then lolz we kena attracted by lao shan lung... then jio wesley n kill at roys house, sry ks!
then dickson came, we had dinner
lolz me,terry,ck and jovin took the bbq table for nearly an hour... lolz we simply cracked crazy jokes n eat n eat n eat
after tht we went back to wesley's room n played some board games
JENGA! haha we learnt that game at settlers/mind's cafe its fun!
lolz they were joking abt who lose then have to beat ngai yun up, then ngai yun lose? he ownself beat himself up lolz
we laughed like hell la
oh ya roys's mum offered us another 2 bottle of wine
crazy little us drank 4 bottles of wine, his mum probably spent $300+ on the house warming
no body knew how much bacon she bought... just kept coming again n again...
i didnt eat bacon.. kinda oily n fat ~_~
then we played on till 9+ n then left
we went to the nearby bus stop n waited for bus
lolz half way ck say he nid to wee wee
lolz then sunny n moh seng say oso wan wee wee, then i was thinking to wee wee at long kang
then they went to the trees, i was gona wee wee there oso but then quan xuan behind shouted
NO DONT WEE WEE AT TREES! GOT THOSE THINGS!
lolz... im very superstitious... so i didnt
then we waited n chat at the bus stop, minutes later the bus came, took it home

it was a really great party
not too high , relaxing,enjoyable
god i wish we can have that kind of party together every weekend!
well roys did say he gona open another party after Os!
omgz omgz yays
well super thanks to roy's mum
for the wonderful meal, wine and tolerance of us for messing up her new house..
............................................................

Today;Monday
-
kena woke up by the stupid construction of the new lift la...
9+ i heard 2 fucking drills non stop!
used the comp for awhile, then kang seng sms'd ask if wan go chun kiat house MH2
went to had lunch with big bro n then went home bath n then went to ck's house
we played the afternoon away n then was kinda tired from hunting so much..
got really hungry n left with ks n go eat at t'mart
finished, then walked home
got home, played some games
watched tv, after that played dota with wm and ck
today was a fast day... coz tmr got school! :/
well.. i nid to start doing some homework le.. only have tmr and wed to do maths and physics
theres probably poa homework.. but i dont know... i've nvr done poa at home, alone
not sure if i can do it
and theres chinese O lvl oral exam... O.O
i shuld b practising... shouldnt i?..
i think i better...
kk nitex


missing;10:14 PM


Tuesday, July 01, 2008
today is great!
although i still have the fucking flu
but being with my friends in school just make everything better!
TOMORROW IS PHOTO TAKING! The last one for secondary!!
PEOPLE PLS MAKE IT WONDERFUL~~~
i was thinking of making a signboard saying [g0p] and then take it everywhere we take pictures haha
im gona buy the biggest size of all those photos n all of em'
wootz can't wait!
and also i'm back monster hunting! rawrr
happy MH2 Day~
my own created event day haha

today english was fun, annisaa's group had loads of quiz n lolz we just shout our lives out n Mr Ng didnt mind, how suprising, coz mayb we're really learning from all those ridiculous shouting, then social studies we go comp lab play gameee haha Ms Liu v.good la, she so funny and ~Cooool~
and lik to act cute here act cute there some more she look my Merissa da sao o.o!
then physics surely funny with Ms Sakinah teaching, lolz and for chinese.. free lesson la... seriously its free lesson ~_~
played "charade/chariot/sheraid" duno how to spell... with clint0n,joanne and lixin, then learn rubber band "Magic'ke" from qx n ks
then so fast after school le! wonderful day la today! :D
altho my nose still running 2.4km ...
hope can recover fast enough to enjoy the remaining days in secondary school! ^_^


missing;2:37 PM


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What should people know bout me?
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