Something is Amiss

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I realised how tired my body was only when holiday started.

Holiday just started and I realise how tired i was and how much i was enduring to get this rest...
the minute i relaxed my mind and release all the tension, i fell sick right away...
then i feel all the aches...
gosh my back ached my arms and shoulders totally 脱臼(?) i not sure la haha...
jitao is SHAG...
well lucky this few days i had entertainment to keep my mood up
nowadays me,my 3rd n 2nd bro n mum mah jong the night away nearly every night.. lol
love mj'ing with them.. :D
lol then i just realise my block has alot of ppl mj'ing everyday...
i went to the toilet one night around 2am after mj'ing, i thought i heard mah jong sound i tot i kena mj fever, but i earlier i heard mah jong sound again in the toilet,
lol i told my bro

"wah.. our block really having mah jong craze... everyone in the block mah jong'ing every night, nowonder no one complain when we play during midnight la.. coz everyone oso doing same thing... haha"

well.. this holiday gona be more about resting ba....
not much activities planned.. first 2 days of holiday i alr spent being SICK...
tmr gona go K'ing with the girls n yida, hope i recover by tmr morning, need a few drinks to raise the holiday moods lol
well fridays gona be class outing, sentosa :D so long nvr go liao...
but wont be able to play too much coz needa work night shift :(
but will get the best out of it! so long nvr see everyone liao

wel then weekends work -.- after tht i really hoping tht i recover then i gona go holiday mood'ing liao...
well shiqi showed me a spree the last day to order is friday ~_~
n i havent get my measurements right to see which clothes i can buy...
i want all of them... :( but budget low.... even though i got my pay alr...
haiss
i even bought a special measuring tape just for tht -.-
dumb tape cost me $2... ccb
o ya ytd win money during mj then go itchy hand go cut hair...
ayia i was so shag n sick to even tell the guy not to cut my sideburns short... :(
now gona wait a very long time for it to grow back again...zzzz.. :(
just when i thought i finally got the hair shape... afff
everytime liddat one...
spent $16.80 just to make myself waste time.. noooo ~~~~

missing;9:56 PM

Friday, December 11, 2009

I had to drip a pail of blood to compare to his drop
I have to get amputated to compare to his cut
I will have to die to compare to his injury

I was never your treasure, just a shelter to hide when the rain comes and the sun shines.
You said you were in pain, but I was sheltering part of your pain and have to take my own.
You were never there when I needed you,
You were no where when I cried for you.

He crushed you heart, You come to me
To seek salvage and serenity.
I could never refuse till now,
I shove you off and say No.

Never am I going to be your own,
Never to bring you sun shine when your alone,
Never to be there when you need a care.

Mistakes are done to make you learn,
do it again and you never earn.

People only treasure something when they lose it.
And that is what I have learnt.

Always Second...

missing;9:12 PM

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Friday, December 11, 2009

about.

Scream of Pain

past.

merci.