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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Wednesday 30,
Today;
school has been fine this few weeks! although i was discouraged by my maths results la... i got into quite a depressing state but now im getting over it i guess
well for those who duno, i got d7 for my o lvl maths.. T_T
when i took the result slip n look at it... oh god i want to tear it n throw it in the dust bin right away...
well actually no difference... coz i duno where tht slip is now... i rmb tht day i came home n just throw it somewhere near my table n let it fly around duno la haha
well im retaking my maths so im doing 6 subjects this year
im gona work so hard tht i wont hav time to.... go .... somewhere... fun? haha
im starting to work hard alr la but its not to all subjects though... im working on gg,science n chinese but im still doing nothing abt english,maths n social studies
i did some work on poa but this few days.. im giving myself some rest over poa
well now my school life is stable la... quite satisfied with it, i dont do crap stuff , i dun lose control n become some retard tt screams n laugh lik body bussiness, at least now hav some control la, although still abt crazy sometimes n joke around, well thts wad frens do ma! hehe
well i made up my mind, im not going for choir anymore, the cca points isnt as important as the main o lvl test, so if i spend more time on the o lvl test, i wont need the cca points
that few hours of senseless standing n looking at ppl's dead face, i could b doing something more worthy lik doing physics, reading geog notes n "loving poa" -.-;
if ur wandering "wa so guai chiong studies" wait till u o lvl la see whether u will still think chiong studies is a "wow" ^^
nothing to wow about la, studying is fucking common, u dun study how the hell u gona pass, lol hate it when ppl keep saying "WA I NVR STUDY SIA still can pass sia la sia la sia sia sia" wan to just whack their bloody face
ya la clever la nvr study can pass la, go tak o lvl now la n get the hell out of my sight
having confidence is not a crime la, but being arrogant n cocky, its a social crime
anyone n everyone gets irritated by that
OBVIOUSLY
well tmr theres jc attachment for SFL, hope its tpjc! haha after tht just walk abit reach home le haha
well.... schooling is tiring la... everytime i reach home, i can sleep anytime.. i just lie down facing the window.... wa sibei nice lor
i've been doing tht for a few times after school... especially u on those nice nice peaceful music,especially guitar n piano accompanied
n look at the clouds n sky.... n the wind blows on ur face as u stare into the sky... wootz the feeling is just great la.... in less than a minute doing tht i'll fall asleep haha
i have no idea y... but i sleep best during the day, at night i flip n wake up n flip n flop around the bed till lik... half an hour being tired from the flipping n flopping then i fall asleep
in the morning or evening lik... 4pm or 5pm its the best time to sleep... n u wake up seeing the night instead of day... nocturnal liao la... haha
my morning is night n night is morning... how nice it will b la... if we study during the night n sleep in the morning... coz at night is a really good time to study, wont hav cars n motors zooming around, the streets are quiet n peaceful
n theres nothing to stare at when studying, its just pitch dark outside anyway haha
well im gona stop here le
hope nxt post i will get pictures! if not its so boring n plain ^_^

missing;9:57 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

Aaaah yay today is lim peh de bird+day!!
I am officially 17!!!
just 1 more year!!! 1 more year and its time for legal partying!!!!!! ;)
boooyaaaa!
Today;
didnt felt lik waking up today... damn tired -.-; then go school lor
then classmates wishes happy bday to me ^_^ wahahs
well this year im satisfied!! 2 days ago my jay bro bought me a new jacket! wOOOOOooo~
i rmb tht time i went to bugis n bought a black hooded jacket n i was moaning to him tht i want a white hooded jacket as well! i was playing maple with wm,ck n dickson then suddenly my mum came home with jay bro n then she threw a 77th street plastic bag at me n say "nahh someone bought u a present"
i was lik.. Ooo... pressy wad could it be...? to my suprise omg!!! its wad i always wanted!!!! woooooo tht jacket will b my treasure menzzz !!
Last Sat;
woke up early morning n was really tired n lethargic.. couldnt sleep any longer coz of the school time... tend to wake up earlier la... and so i went to wash up n watched tv till all my bros n mum woke up so we went to my 2nd bro's restaurant to eat~ jap foood~ yummy sushi <3>
ok enuf of advertisements
then i went home , was suppose to meet mrs lee at 4.45 at expo so i slacked at home till 4 o clock n took a bus to expo
once i reached downstairs it started raining lik SIAO! tmd...
luckily there was shelter... if not HMPH! mak my new precious jacket wet! :) went n met up with mrs lee's friend cui lin
i rmb her from the last time i went to city harvest church with mrs lee as well shes really really...really really friendly
i duno y but the ppl there are very friendly la... so they were lik asking who are new here meaning 1st/2nd time going for service, so mrs lee was lik "u stand up hor!" so i stood up!! then she started laughing n told me "later la later la not now la!!" so i was abt to sit down then the pastor said "can we invite u to stand up now " so mrs lee was lik "LOLX stand up now!"
-.-; mrs lee is really nice la shes lik a fren to share super funny jokes abt
sometimes i even forget tht shes actually my teacher? i joke with her lik shes my fren :X
o well thts the fun part isnt it! ^^
wellz so i stood up n ppl were shaking my hand n welcoming me i stood there n shook n shook... i was lik "WTF O.O this ppl are damn friendly... wads wrong with them???" -.-; i seldom see so friendly bunch of ppl la.. its not 1 or 2... its ... 1 whole stadium of friendly ppl! thts so spectacular la.. then tht day i was kinda tired from the pass few days coz i was losing sleep... lol papers were passed to me asking if i was spaced out or bored by cui lin XD nooo i wasnt i was just tired... i enjoyed myself ~ i did
mrs lee was lik worried tht i couldnt get home alive -.- sms'd me, offered me a ride, lik.. relax laa since im 17 now WAHAHAHS im old man... damn old... which makes anyone older than me.. Ancient =)
wahahs okay back to today
Today Cont;
and so the lessons passed n more n more classmates noticing its my bday =.= Yes Noticing...
haha RAWR!! well then during rise i was presented a little bday card from the class~ wootz its the 4rd or 5th card i've got from east spring sec ^_^ wooo happyyy lots of cards to keep for memories
then school bell rang n we walked down the stairs, lol ck was asking me to guess where he signed n i was guessing n guessing n i recall seeing a lame chunk of letters tht i ignored n moved on reading others =.= took me abt 15 mins to find those letters
lol it was in black pen written "HB" -.- cb ck...
haha better than nth la!
wellz was a nice 17 bday this year la
Really Really Looking forward for 18!!!! chiong ah chiong!!
jyjy! ah xing wan sui! wan sui wan sui wan wan sui~ yay!
thx for all the bday wishes from everyone~
thx for all the presents n cards n e-greetings!

missing;9:42 PM

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