Wednesday, July 25, 2007
mr lazy man and women bought me a shirt after their trip ! :D
want to eat i cook de maggie mee?? ;P too little water le... but solid aah!!
today maths test was given out... aaaah 12 marks for paper 1 and 12 marks for paper 2... both upon 50 EACH :X adoooi... BUTTTT
toddaaay there was ss test! i hav faith to pass :D
today sian la... not much le... came home after sch then met up with adrian da ge! and penny da jie! :X oo they bought alot of gifts ^_^ so kind <3>
so sian leh... i wan go arcade... i wan go party.. i wan go play... AAARRHHXXX!
ah yan yan jie say she leaving at the end of this year... :( will miss her.....
hope b4 tht we can go out n hav funz!
ayia too hungry le duno wad to type... go on waiting for my mac'donalds le! I'm Lovin It!
Monday, July 23, 2007
today testing whether uncle adrian's(aka lazy man!!) laptop good for typing anot kekeke ^^TodaY:
sian diao lor today nearly couldnt wake up for school coz too tired was hoping tht my mum would suggest, "k dun go school la if so tired stay at home sleep" then i wait so long she go on sleeping... wanted to go on sleeping but den if i dun go sch again i duno when i will go again... so addicting la, then after tt go sch alot of homework again i dun wan ah...
my alarm rang, high school musical song~ then when it finish then i wake up le haha wierd rite... not scared of falling asleep when listen half way... wellz then went to school lor, morning no flag raising, so go up class gav qiao yan her pressy.. haha she so happy abt it la, tho it really was a very cute pig... haha when she found out tht $7.50 pig was paid by 6 ppl for her pressy she lik so dotz la... haha..
if i get a chance to use other comp i put in some funny pics we took at whitesands de more than words haha we put 2 mr bean bear together in fucking position n tak pic haha... funny la the guys..
then lessons all the way... sian.. mr teo nvr come... phew...but when i tot there got rest, ms cai come in give english.. .sian diao la... then eng again after recess... BLAAAH then assembly got racial harmony performance... indian,chinese n malay dance... diaozz... then rise lesson was fun haha, today abit slacky day la, probably everyone in the world having monday blues.. haha...
wellz then went to kfc with qiao yan n pei yun to buy lunch n we go pei yun house downstairs de void deck eat... then we chat there awhile abt ... ppl.. :) then went home... kns my bag sibei fuk sia.... gona save up again to buy the voodoo bag~ n wallet shop buy new wallet my current one ayio ... holes.. so unlucky got holes in wallet... kns...
wellz not much le ba... exams getting nearer le.. i duno if im ready for it le.. still in slack fuck mode... =/ owellzz.. kan zhe ban ba!
Saturday, July 14, 2007
went kbox ytd with big bro n gangs~ was so fun la even though im the only kid there zzzz.... but the thing abt going out with adult is, they cant resist alcohol :P weeeeemy finger hurts since this morning... i think i crack it too much le..zzz wells ytd went with big bro n my da sao gonna'be to hougang plaarrrzaaarrr then met up with the others PHALANX^~~ wootz ate ban mian quite nice la the chilli only.. then me n dao sao toking abt the sirloin steak!! omg the black pepper smell... tell u ah... ZHAN!! but i didnt eat... but was so nice la... sweet sweet smell of delicious'o...
wells then after tt we went upstairs, some go see pillard, some go see kbox, then we got the room n some of us went in, the others go play pillar (EG, big bro... he get room le go play pillar lol..) then the first singer was... DA SAO! kns they sang zhong guo hua...-.-; i only know chorus and BU TONG YAN SE DE PI FUU BU TONG YAN SE DE TOU FA~ ....GE DA!
then we sang sang sang, i kept going toilet lolz... beer makes me pee n shit well.. tts y i lik to drink it cures constipation :) try it!
it might work la but it does for me
then the others play finish n come in , lol we order room for 8 n got 10 ppl so squeezyyyy but the drinks didnt finish.... da sao cant drink coz she driving, lazy couple dun wan drink only drink COKE COKE COKE ... dua tao oso nvr drink oso drink COKE, wellz then i found the song i wanted!! seee beer makes me remember things too.. tts y must drink... when i 18 i gona drink once a week, not hang overs, just for health not for fun, <3>
below is pics of the peepz! (1st, my da sao! 2nd, lazy man playing psp! 3rd, BEEER!! 4th yummy dim sum we ate after k'ing)
Thursday, July 12, 2007
The big Question mark on ppl's head are giving me a headache... alamak ppl u all ask me y i nvr go sch for 4 days n u nvr tell the others then they call me 1 by 1 by 1 by 1 by...1...by.. 1...wellz... the reason for me not going to sch for 1 whole week? i guess is coz my grandmother just passed away.
on 7.7.07 the day the show Live Earth was gona show till i got the news ...
my ah ma had been hospitalised for quite awhile n i havent got the time to go see her... well saying tt would mak me a jerk...
wells.. truth is i havent been really treasuring n cherishing every moment with her.. until that day i saw her lying on the bed , with her eyes closed... i totally went blank... the day b4 was the 1st time i went to see her since she got hospitalised for... i think few weeks? omg rite?
she needed a machine to help her breath properly, n she cant even talk properly, she couldnt recognize me at all tht says how much i havent been visiting her...
wells then my 2nd bro explained to her my identity, at tt moment i really wanted a chance to at least speak to her... i kept trying to engage her in a conversation but she just kept waving her hands asking us to leave n let her rest...
n so we did... the doc say we shuldnt tok to her tht much coz it takes alot from her to even tok...
so i was hoping she would recover n i will straight away go visit her n chat with her 1 whole day...
i guess i was being naive... the nxt day evening 7.7.07, it was quite a nice day until tht evening my big bro got a call, n his girlfriend asked if i wanted to go visit my ah ma, i was pretty tired tt day n i just said no... straight after tt my big bro asked me if i wan to go.. n i ask him y... n he said... "ah ma just passed away lets go see her..."
my mum called me, she say we better not go coz my big bro gf , merissa, she is sensitive to such stuff n will cry, n b4 she passed away, my ah ma said tt she doesnt want to see us cry, but then we went but my bro gf had to stay outside n cannot go in n see her...
at the carpark of alexander hospital my big bro say he wanted to smoke so me n my bro gf waited for him, while waiting i looked upstairs window of third floor...
i saw an old women, i couldnt recognize but she looks lik my ah ma... i saw tht old women waving her hands happily to me... i smiled n she disappeared...
i thought it was wierd coz 3rd floor was filled with tonnes of ppl, if an old women stands there n wave her hands , y would she attracts others attention n mak them look downstairs? reason coz no one saw her...
few days later when i told my mum she say, at tht time when i saw tt old women, is when my ah ma just passed away...
if it was her at the window tt day... i was glad to see her smile...
then we went up... i nearly broke down when i saw her lying there with her eyes shut tight...
n all i said to myself was... "all i want was to tok to u... y didnt u wait for me?"
i just turned around n walk out becoz if knew if i would stay i will cry n they say we are not allowed to cry because tt was wad she say b4 she passed away...
a story of wad happened the day b4.. where my bro gf cry n even my big bro cried too...
when i heard this story my heart was filled with regrets la...
they went n they all stood there, as my ah ma said "u all go, i dont want to open my eyes becoz if i see u all cry, i will cry too, just go.." my mind n heart is filled with tonnes of regrets....
i've been bearing the tears for 4 days... i dont want to cry infront of my ah ma, after tt we left n went to her house to pack her clothes...
n i went on with my big bro n his gf, we went to his office while he work, me n merissa chat in the car , wells... she said alot of touching things... i like chatting wit her coz everything she says i somehow learn alot...
everything makes sense la..
then we went home, at night my mum came home n i slept in her room
i dreamt of my ah ma tt night
she went to every house of my relatives, my uncles,cousins,aunties,my mum n me, she went house to house kissing them by the forhead n bid her goodbye...
i cried in my dreams..
i woke up n didnt go sch on mon, we went to prepare her funeral
it was at pasir ris blk 754
tt morning we went, it was quite boring... as ther was no one..
i ate the kueh ji whole afternoon,evening,night
probably ate 300+ kueh ji then went home, nxt morning tuesday, i woke up with a fever...
went to see the doctor.. then went there with my 2nd bro
then it went on till.. today thursday...
today we prayed for the last time, n then we went to ang mo kio, i forgot wad tt place was called, but its where the bodies are burnt to ashes la...
i stared as the coffin slowly move into the container... :(
all i said to myself was.. "thts it... once it goes it... omg it went in... so fast..."
but i was glad tt i didnt cry n kept my promise to her request
wellz my uncle say tt its lucky to see her... if i was able to see her smiling...i hope she doesnt blame me for not visiting her n b a good grandson... coz she will always be the best grandmother to me... n i love her deeply
during the funeral i kept seeing this black butterfly im thinking tt, thts her watching over us, i think everytime i see a black butterfly, i will think of her..
wellz... hope i didnt spoil ur moods by reading this entry...
wellz one more thing oso
TMR;
my 3rd bro, jason is going to army.... :(
he went to shave his head at the salon today.... -.- waste money y not go there let the uncle shave for free... wells 2 years is a long time... i will really really miss my bro... in 2 yrs time n the nxt 2 yrs after he is out... its gona b my turn :P
hehes... wells.. i hope u guys can give him best wishes :) thts abt all le ba! cyaz all!
i will blog more often le ^_^ i bought jay's phone for 150 bucks :) camera send to comp weeee X) gona tak lots of lots of lots of lots of pics!!
Monday, July 02, 2007
i had a bad dream this morning...i dreamt tt i was at home n i just woke up in my room, then when i walked out i saw my 3rd bro lying on the bed wit his fren watching tv, then when i was going to walk out i saw my bros leg, it was broken n bandaged.... :(
when i saw it i cried in my dreams n in my dreams i called my mum n ask her wtf happened... then she told me in a match he broke his leg... T_T i cried quite badly... i think i even cried when i was sleeping... if not i dun think i will have the feeling of lik i was slapped when sleeping... coz everytime i tok in my dreams my mum will whack me -.- but tt dream heng wasnt really la... if not i super sad...
but then there was a fuking lame twist in the dream la... later when i cry finish... i saw my bro lifting his leg again... it wastn broken... just tt he has a bandage on his knee cap and he was bending his legs ..zzz -.- then i was lik... WTF LA.. lame.. in my dream... then i went on sleeping peacefully ^_^
wellz ytd;
i went out with the guys, bought a new bag n 2 new clothes ^_^ kekez wanted to buy a new shoe oso... but was kinda tired alr... so.. went home n then went to roys hse n play, chun kiat v lame la... he say he got the dancing mat n the dancing game PS 1 de at home so we ask him to bring, half way he say he couldnt find the mat, so i ask him go on finding, then i went to roys hse first, then he called again say he found... then i heard his sister laughing... then i abit suspicious la... then when he came n i saw the plastic bag, i ask him tak out.. u know wad is it? he take a foolscape use colour pencil draw the arrows lik as if they were the arrows on the original dance mat... kns... -.- in the end i use wesley's psp n play gta... i play until siao... kena busted 5 times... car crash 3 times... kena hospitalised 3 times... but i killed 50+ ppl ^_^ n stole lik 12 cars n 5 motor ^^^^ so fun jajajaja...
wellz then went home, had a little quarrel with my big bro...
was pretty pissed off ytd.. then i jsut take my homework n candy n 100 plus go room do n eat... -.-
then half way done i go sleep le...
wellz havent toked abt lots of things la... no time to use comp..
alot happened..
Roys chalet...
in school...
shopping...
playing arcade...
funny things...
in class funny things...
wellz but i hav to tok abt the choir farewell at least? ^^
went for the choir farewell , when i reach then they were bbq'ing 1st chicken wing gimme waaa ^^ then after tt daryl keep serving us with food, lol bit in 2 chicken wings, both not cooked -_-;
well after the feast went to atrium n lie down n look at the sky.. so pretty... then nearly fell asleep... so tired on tt day...
then they say almost giv pressy time ^^^^ went to ava room
each of the seniors got a bendable toy rose from minitoons ^___^
then mrs sng gav me a card tt wishes all the seniors best wishes ^_^ the wishes were really sweet ^^
BUT aah... mrs lee y nvr write ... orh hor... dun wish us isit T_T
haha.. then amanda,michelle,alicia and clarisse gav me a card with a toy penguin bookmark hanging there ^^ the penguin v cute, thx girls ^^
then went home use my mum's hp took some pics of the pressies gona post it up soon ^^ hope it looks nice hehe... wellz tts abt all le ba... some i dont rmb ^^ soo... bbz!
