Something is Amiss

Monday, August 07, 2006

todaee... haiss... all blues... wad can i say... misunderstanding turning into a very very big problem... n it hurts alot... am i gona loose true friendship in a huge grp again? i hope not...
today nerhh...in da morning i went to sch quite late... hmphs... then went to canteen... then meet the guys n went to parade square lik usual la...everything went smoothly... then after recess we took class photo... wahahs... was fun de lor! lolz then lik fun photo 2 i kena rape leh!! chun kiat was lik strangling me! wei ming roys quan xuan was lik holding my arms n legs n some others just touched all over me... eeks... -_- luckily i was small enuf to pass thru all of their rapist type hands b4 the uncle took the photo... if not i gona look stupid... wells after tt skip skip skip...then there was a math quiz eeks my calculator no bat! ms sim called me go 3n2 lend one, so ma fan! zzz then i lik went there la... knock knock... then wakau i told the teacher whether i can lend 1 calculator she told me "is there any one u know here, go lend from them la" then i told her anyone would do i will return after i use then she shout leh "hello listen! this boy claims tt he is ur fren! any kind soul would spare him a calculator!?" i was lik frozen la! stupid teacher i starred at her when she said tht la.. so rude la... then yisi boyfren.. uhh duno his name is kok weng or kok wei.. lent me his calculator, wahahs without his calculator i might hav totally blank on my quiz la! thx super lots! ^^ wells after tt went to find the others for choir, wahahs changed into costume n practiced the dances then jo , edmond , tiffany all came whahahs i ran to jo n edmond wahahs danced with them weee~ then we were discussing abt the dance step coz we cant rmb the reach out for the skies dance step last time... then i rmb jo knows very well so she was teaching n everyone was learning, but then they say lik too hard la... sec 1s cant learn so fast ba... thenshe went out during break time, after awhile i saw pei yun n felicia crying at a corner... hais.. then ah bu n serene told me wad happened... jo was outside with some china guys then they suddenly say "ayio y they wear white shirt, lik song ka" then it reminded the 2 of them of their grandparents who passed away months ago. then i think the 2 of them tot jo told the chii guys to say it purposely la.. but lik hey how the hell jo know tt their grandparents passed away nerhs... ayia ... blame those china guys la! n bunches n bunches of misunderstanding la!! y liddat nerhs.. ayia... im sure no one wants this to happen to worx.. then at hall backstage.. had a talk with jo b4 performance... haiss she cried n cried... well when we went up stage... she actually beared her tears n performed... lik wows la..she hav very strong will n couraGe la.. after tt jo was lik... haiss... then we went food court eat n then went home... came home n used the comp awhile... had a long chat with jo.. she really felt hurt n left out la... =/ n she felt helpless n blamed for misunderstandings... i know if publish this post my life will cut short by lik 5 or 6 days for doing something when she told me not to say tt i had a conversation with her, but the truth has to be out sooner or later, n if this is the only solution left to use... im risking it to bring my beloved family back... but we are just misnderstanding jo... even tho yes.. theres something between joanne n edwyna tt we dont know... but doesnt the memories n moments we had mattered? doesnt our love in the past mattered...? doesnt kuku family mattered? dont we matter? im sure kuku family means alot of every single one of us in it... it matters n it started a new chapter in our life... the only way to describe this is by this lyrics...
Kelly Clarkson, A moment like this.
What if I told you it was all meant to be would you believe me would you agree it's almost that feelin that we've met before so tell me that you dont think I'm crazy when I tell you love has come here and now A moment like this Some people wait a life time for a moment like this some people search forever for that one special kiss Oh, I can't believe it's hapenning to me some people wait a life time for a moment like this Everything Changes but beauty remains something so tender I can't explain well I may be dreamin but still lie awake can we make this dream last forever and I'll cherish all the love we share could this be the reign of love above I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall so let me tell you this some people wait a life time for a moment like this Some people spend two life times for a moment like this some people search forever for that one special kiss oh I can't believe it's happening to me some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this Oh, like this some people search forever oh yeah some people wait a life time for a moment like this.

Its true, this kind of frenship we use to have... the kuku family... some people wait a life time for it... n some nvr got a chance to experience it ... n this meant alot to me... n theres not a moment tt i will regret knowing them... my beloved kuku family... so pls... dont quarrel anymore...

Joanne ; when u called me, ur voice was lik u swallowed a sand paper... dont cry so much... coz wad ur experience is just adaption in all of our lives... we will always be the kuku family, coz i believe n if u believe, then im sure we will be lik last time, going out together enjoying the times n cherishing each other every second... *hugs*

Kuku family; i hope tt the quarrel will come to a conclusion where by we will still stay together... n go out as usual... this is just made by fate to test our friendship... if we can go thru this... it means tt we hav a bond tt not even fate can seperate.... n i hope we do hav that bond... i know it would be very very hard to fix this crack in our friendship... it takes 2 hands to clap, it takes 15 kuku members to be united... n it takes both sides to tolerate each other in order to gain trust, believe n caring love for each other...

missing;10:26 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

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