Something is Amiss

Friday, August 04, 2006

today went sch... was ok ok la... going thru exams n stuff... was kinda bored n sleepy la.. after sch went to find kukus with pei yun n we waited to felicia too. then went to eat at food court, then when we leaving kaili n gwen came.. then we ran ran ran.. ayia duno wad they doing la... then we went back sch ran n went for choir... it was okay... until suddenly a dispute between ah bu n jo... then its lik affecting everyone n everything la... then during the national day rehersal, jo ran out of the hall suddenly.. then is like... wtf la... im sure mrs teh got a very big shock.. then the dispute start la... then when leaving mrs teh wanted to tok to jo n ah bu.. then we waited for them... then me n kai li talked at a table la.. then ya... toking abt the dispute n stuff... then she keep asking y i... liddaT? ayia... then i suddenly realise... i wasnt "pissed" coz of wad happened today... i was pissed abt another thing... i wsa very angry with someone...then dun wan to tok to tt person... wells then when they came out, both walked seperate ways, n lik the 7 of us, including cassandra n amanda is like... wtf did we waited for? im pretty sure we didnt wait for mrs teh to tak free taxi back home, or neither are we waiting to see mr teh fetching mrs teh home? i dun tink so la, then we lik stupid stupid at there la, great, spend lik nearly 1 n a half hours waiting for bullshit. then we went eat n went mac la then went home.

well all thats left is, if kuku family would break up, who are the ones that gona be regretting, who would be truly at fault. if kuku famil would ever breaks up, how would it change our lives? does everyone treats the relationship with truth n honesty? y am i havng doubts in kuku family for a long time? for goodness sake spare a thought for the rest... disputes can be solved. lets not tok bad abt each other behind each others back,lets not side anyone n say wad we truly feel, lets not hide anything from anyone can? lets not destroy kuku fam n esc.. the sec 1 dont deserve to see disputes... they came to hav fun not to get used as a CHU QI TONG. grow up la... use ur bloody brains when ur given one... dun be so childish n naive la... if we cant even go thru this problem we dont deserve to carry the name kuku family.. being pathetic doesnt mean telling the teacher wad happened n ask for justice la... being pathetic doesnt mean tolerating n cheering someone up even when u had enuf of that person... those actions are done from out heart, they are done for the sake of the frenship... lets stop back stabbing each other..

"pls tell the rest im quitting kuku family." do u even think of wad ur saying? have u used ur brains?

"we'll 0verc0me 0bstacles TOGETHER" have u ever thought y u typed this words in the first place? do u really know the real meaning?

we had fun n laughter, but there will always be disputes in every relationship, but true frenship will be able to overcome it... my dearest n closest kuku family... pls dont disappoint me again.... coz it hurts to see us killing each other n throwing each other into a sea of fire n watch them burn ...

i love u guys forever... n this time... i mean it...

missing;9:30 PM

Friday, August 04, 2006

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