Something is Amiss

Monday, September 11, 2006

today is the start of the next semester... no more holis for the whole month... =(( exams coming some more.. sux!!! bleahhs... wells today was not bad ^^ im trying to change myself to focus more on my studies, tonnes of teachers are warning abt not passing n stay back while others go up.. some more my kuku fams are all clever express students... i wana go at least 1 more year with them in the same sec =) which is the last actually.. haiss... kekex... silly me think of stupid things ^_^ wells im gonaa be guai gia, study study! dont really know how to revise or study.... nvr done it b4 to say actually.. all i 've been doing is... sleeping with a book on my face... sleeping... eating... slacking, watching tv... for the pass few years in my life... i've only revised once in my life o.O this year... im pathetic lar!! zz.. so hopeless la... even if i cant graduate with the sec 3 kuku fams... at least i wan to leave with kai jie,kai li, gwen, they all =(( im scared la... hais... now then come scared abit too late huh...? but...but... im not gona gibbb upp!! =D wells today nerh went to school, i put very little wax today... mak me look at the mirror n taking out my wax the whole day la.. b4,during,after lesson i was more focused on my hair.. -_-i so kuku!!!!! tts y im in kuku fam ^_^ XD wells there was mt, then poa, boooring.. then pe!! weee i tot i could hav a "so called free period" to go hall play piano alone, hmphs!! Mr Tan, or wadever my pe teacher name is la... wanted us to play ULTIMATE FRISBEEE (WAAAAA) -_- sooo boring..waste time only.. well even if it was a free period, the hall was closed for 4N n 4E or whoever exam la.. sigh... then recess... during poa pei yun was asking me y my msn write as if i love someone hahas.... to say actually im having a Crush~ =P she was moaning for me to tell her ayio.. they made a list of people... cant believ she put in the china girls in class and omg ah bu , qiao yan mama oso in the list o.O? so silly larrh tt girl.. ^^ after recess was gg, haha she was lik left with a few people left, haha guess guess guess... then i shyshy laaa dun wan say =P then it was maths... wakau booring... was so lethargic la.. lucky got qiao yan, pei yun n sunny sit near me wahahs~ then after sch walked out of the class with the guys, saw kai li pass by with her frens, she smiled lik... o.O? how to say nerh..? something was wrong la..i only saw this kind of smile when... she si lian... i was kinda still thinking, y she so pale o.O even more pale than ~~shiqi~~ =X then i wave hand to her n smile la.. so wierd la.. went to eat lunch with the guys, ayio... goodness la.. dun really give a damn la nvm, then we walked home, i reach home then use comp... ayia.. msn not working... got problem.. mehh!! then went to bath, watch tv, use comp awhile use e-messenger... no one online.. so i go blog watching ^^ hahas went to ah bu's blog, all she toks abt is she love daddy~ my ah bu and Dad~ so en ai la ^^ then go around... kuku fam de blog... then came to kai li's blog, omg she post something abt cutting herself o.O? wadda.. ayio only after the kbox nvr see her , few days nia she suddenly liddat... wad happened.. =/ then she toked something abt her family thing... haiss i guess she having family probs ba..? =/ hopes shes ok la... OH YA I RMB 1one! more thing!! during recess my fren say 1 girl looking for me... i loook out of the class wahahs saw abby~~!! she was finding me to give me the photo we toook after the concert during aug!! weee ran down n got it from, haha ran back up coz had to do *coughsomethingcough* hehes... after tt i go open it.. so sweet laa her!! CHOCLIT~~ CURRY~ DUST~ haha she wrote it on the envelope , then there was 1 photo in it with a small note, weeee she wrote a few nice things kekes... THX ABBY~~~ MAY THE DUST BE WITH U TOO ^.^ wahas.. well today is fun baa.. so much for changing myself... i shuld hav done it earlier to know that theres so much fun.. hope tan kai li dino ishh okaay~ =] gotta go be a goodii i i boy n do my homework~ buuubyeeZ~

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Monday, September 11, 2006

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