Something is Amiss

Monday, October 30, 2006

ytd went eat with my 2nd bro n his new stead, hehe... gotta admit i was shock tt he got a new stead... coz i lik the one before current one... shes really nice.. very pretty... very kind person... =/ will miss her... =( btw her names Mary Ann jiejie ^^ well hope shes doing fine =] well when i saw her coming in i kena shocked.. =/ well gotta admit she looks quite pale... not as good looking as the previous one... but shes really really friendly n very hokkien ^^ wells.. then we went to eat at block 478 below the everyday come kopitiam! i asked for kang kong my fav vege~~!! lol they were lik joking bout it as a long gao plant... kuku de... then they called pai gu wang... then got gong bao n lastly.. CHILLI CRAB! hehe i've always wanted to eat... nvr ever ate a crab in my life.. seriously... 1st time i tried when i was small i had a big big cut on my gum n it bleeded not stop n i was scared of crab... n some more my mum once showed me a vcd abt ppl being possessed by crab spirit.. =S so ppl watch out for the crab ur eating... see whether theres.. hmm.. a note on their shell tt says "hey im a cursed crab, eat me n get possessed" .. well was fun ytd...
TODAY; today had choir... ayio...y i so blur... woke up 10+ staring at the comp till lik 11+ then li yong suddenly sms'd me... n ask me whether i going for choir later.. i was like... wtf choir ? then i tot it started alr n i sms'd back asking wad time n went to bath... came out.. n i saw a msg... tt says.. "115 to 430 remind andy to go also" zzz i was lik... ayio... then i changed to home clothes... used the comp till 12+ n change back to half U n went wanted to go eat with my mum... then half way her office called n she had to go back ... =( had to eat on my own... haiss... ate mee pok n went to sch... at sch gate suddenly kai jie called... Miss Call... then i tot hes somewhere then i walk outside sch until i reach near foyer i turn back.. lol saw him behind me -.- n i took out my hp n saw 1 Missed Call.. lol kai no mouth to shout meh...? then we went in sch went up saw joanne coming up n she say door open then we went in music room... blah blah... n ppl come in .. choir start... then choir end... went to eat with andy KOH and andy ANG then went home... was kinda moody... coz of some bloody doofus, well nvm i kept my cool n i did not let my emotions affect myself so choir went great ^^ well just now.. was listening to some songs.. looking for songs n stuff... found my old folders of sad sad songs keke.. listened.. so sad la... somehow those songs doesnt say tt its sad... theres only some string n piano playing.. but somehow to me... its really sad songs... reminds me of pasts memories.. ayez.. sob sob... i lik to listen to calm n relaxing songs but i always picture a scene of sadness...around... but i lik those songs ^^ eg. Dali =D sooo relaxing la.. but i couldnt find the original... but i found it in a piano collection.. kewl~~ im gona learn it! =D so by.. hmm.. lets see...25 yrs old? im sure im gona be able to play... Melodies of Life and Dali! =D pianist life here i come ^__^

ThoughTz;
guezz im not really ok.. neither am i not ok... seems tt those smoking smell addiction poof poof gone le! n all my feelings tt was numbed by those retarded cigs are back.. so good to b back ^^ lol sometimes i feel lik a girl .. lol always hav a period of time where im not happy... MENST XD eeeee~ i dun wan be girl XP i prefer being a guy ^^ keke.. wells.. hope these times n feelings will hav a better ending i hope...
lastly.. Best wishes to MaryAnn jiejie even tho she may not see my blog.. but still wish her all the best ^^

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Monday, October 30, 2006

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