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Monday, April 16, 2007

ADAM KHOO WORKSHOP;
lemmi tell u its super la.. i learnt alot from the workshop, n cried alot too, on 14th of april was the closing ceremony
after the last talk by the trainer, danny, we went to the hall n my classmates n 4n2's parents came, too bad my mum couldnt mak it.. :/ well after tt we went to the hall after our dinner n it started
mrs sng started an introduction n start of the program, quite n naggy la..
then danny merely repeated wad he taught us for the previous 2 days, walau totally the same.. then he asked the parents there some qns and ways to react n scold their children, somehow i regret not forcing my mum to come la.. after tt we were given 5 mins to say things to our parents live (so so so sad my mum wasnt there) n say we love them, omg i nearly cried there.. i can feel tt everyone single one of them went up there n really show their soft side n tell their parents tt they love them... :( jerermy's spech nearly made me cry ... after tt it was abt 9.20+ coz danny asked everyone for more time to let mroe ppl to go up n say, then we after tt we were given 3 mins to go around, saying loves n hugs n kisses to parents ( AGAIN SO SO SO SAD MY MUM NT THERE!!!) n teachers so me n my frens went to the teachers, lol i didnt know wad to do n my frens are lik standing behind me.. alamak i lik scapegoat zz then i just say... "uhh ms cai u very pretty, i love u muaa, mdm noreen u very pretty i love u mua... so on..." so pai seh XD then i saw ms azlina laughing at me alamak.. then i 4got her name at tt time i was lik.." uhh.. wad ever ur name is.. aaah i love u muaa.." lolz somemroe i was sick at tt time total blur diao.. then i saw ppl going up to the teachers, lolz i went straight to ms sakinah n hug her XD then i went to mdm noreen n hug her ^^ then mr leong n hug him -.- lolz was a very touching moment la... it was really memorable..n becoz of tt event im sure my class's bond will b even more stronger, lolz after the cerermony, quinnson had to go home w/o madeline lolz sad la ppl parent there hor? ^^ lolz then he kissed me n ck, i kissed him back o.O after kissing him i thought to myself.. "uhh wtf?"
then on my way home i sms'd my mum ^^
i told her "mama i love you!!" she called me immediately lolz, then she said she love me too ^^ wahahah i feel so loved~ was so happy tt night
YTD;
woke up at 11+, went to eat alone downstairs at kopitiam :( after tt i went home took a bath n went to tamp interchange to meet up wit kai jie, we met up n saw michelle lolz actually earlier on i saw her de, then i was gona tell kai jie i saw her then there she was standing at a side giggling away with her... brother? father? stead? friend? o.O cannot b father la coz im her father ma ^^ hoho lame, then she lik siao -.- laugh n laugh.. alamak.. then we went to tmall kindof fuck around.. looked at shoes, bags, shirt, oh ya i bought new black shirt n pants for syf too, then we went to wallet shop lolz he was troubling whether he shuld buy the "Whatever bag" -.- then we went to eat at the basement, i ate lontong n he watched me eat.. -_- then we were planning to go watch movie so we went to cs, then went to miz 29 ooo i want buy the shirt there... v nice, then lik went to everywhere la..then at cineplex, we were thinking to watch meet the robinson but was 7+ show, then suddenly kai jie leg cramp , then we went to other place lor, then we go some.. game shop n watch game, then went to look at cd and go arcade n stuff... oo n we saw this cute game, i think is called Marlocart II keke hope when kukus go out we can go play tt one ^^
then after tt we went to haegen dazs eat ice cream,then went to east link he eat i watched this time , n then went home, i got home then ehh.... oh ya, i waited for my mum to get home then i toked to her abt the 3 days adam khoo program, then at first it was ok she listened n we had a great chat, then when we toked abt my father n her n some family matters she just burst out in flame la... she really doesnt wants to listen to ppl's advices la.. n the trainer, danny was true, THAT closing cerermony is a once in a life time thing, n once we lose it, we can nvr look for him n say "hey can u hold another closing cerermony for me?" coz once its gone its gone, but my faith is not really gone coz wad i've learnt in tt program helped me too, which is THE PAST IS NOT EQUALS TO THE FUTURE, my parents quarreling now doesnt mean they will quarrel forever, :) wellz... after she flamed up i just threw my bag n shouted at her " then i said was bo liao la? waste of time la? waste of the freaking $80 la!" then i slammed the door n went to bed, hopping i can wake up being angry at her.. lolz... as usual.. this morning she woke me up for school , then i told her i dun wan go to school, then kissed me lolz then i simply MELTED :) lolz then at 9+ i totally forgot abt ytd.. haha..
TODAY;
woke up in the morning went to da zhong clinic with my mum, seen the doc n went home, ate the wierd med.. but duno y still very tired n weak... since the adam khoo workshop started.. no strength everymorning... then i gamed the whole afternoon after tt at abt 7+ i went to tmall to get my altered black pants , then couldnt decide wad to eat... then i just bought a big mac meal n went home, when i got home alamak, i open then i forgot big mac is beef... went to room eat finish big mac n went to living to finish the fries n drinks.. some more i bought mac flurry... budden had to eat medicine... hav to keep flurry n drinks in fridge..zzz wellz hope to see everyone in sch tmr ba! keke i feel so loved! haha thx for all those who sms me n msn'd :)

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