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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Wednesday 30,
Today;
school has been fine this few weeks! although i was discouraged by my maths results la... i got into quite a depressing state but now im getting over it i guess
well for those who duno, i got d7 for my o lvl maths.. T_T
when i took the result slip n look at it... oh god i want to tear it n throw it in the dust bin right away...
well actually no difference... coz i duno where tht slip is now... i rmb tht day i came home n just throw it somewhere near my table n let it fly around duno la haha
well im retaking my maths so im doing 6 subjects this year
im gona work so hard tht i wont hav time to.... go .... somewhere... fun? haha
im starting to work hard alr la but its not to all subjects though... im working on gg,science n chinese but im still doing nothing abt english,maths n social studies
i did some work on poa but this few days.. im giving myself some rest over poa
well now my school life is stable la... quite satisfied with it, i dont do crap stuff , i dun lose control n become some retard tt screams n laugh lik body bussiness, at least now hav some control la, although still abt crazy sometimes n joke around, well thts wad frens do ma! hehe
well i made up my mind, im not going for choir anymore, the cca points isnt as important as the main o lvl test, so if i spend more time on the o lvl test, i wont need the cca points
that few hours of senseless standing n looking at ppl's dead face, i could b doing something more worthy lik doing physics, reading geog notes n "loving poa" -.-;
if ur wandering "wa so guai chiong studies" wait till u o lvl la see whether u will still think chiong studies is a "wow" ^^
nothing to wow about la, studying is fucking common, u dun study how the hell u gona pass, lol hate it when ppl keep saying "WA I NVR STUDY SIA still can pass sia la sia la sia sia sia" wan to just whack their bloody face
ya la clever la nvr study can pass la, go tak o lvl now la n get the hell out of my sight
having confidence is not a crime la, but being arrogant n cocky, its a social crime
anyone n everyone gets irritated by that
OBVIOUSLY
well tmr theres jc attachment for SFL, hope its tpjc! haha after tht just walk abit reach home le haha
well.... schooling is tiring la... everytime i reach home, i can sleep anytime.. i just lie down facing the window.... wa sibei nice lor
i've been doing tht for a few times after school... especially u on those nice nice peaceful music,especially guitar n piano accompanied
n look at the clouds n sky.... n the wind blows on ur face as u stare into the sky... wootz the feeling is just great la.... in less than a minute doing tht i'll fall asleep haha
i have no idea y... but i sleep best during the day, at night i flip n wake up n flip n flop around the bed till lik... half an hour being tired from the flipping n flopping then i fall asleep
in the morning or evening lik... 4pm or 5pm its the best time to sleep... n u wake up seeing the night instead of day... nocturnal liao la... haha
my morning is night n night is morning... how nice it will b la... if we study during the night n sleep in the morning... coz at night is a really good time to study, wont hav cars n motors zooming around, the streets are quiet n peaceful
n theres nothing to stare at when studying, its just pitch dark outside anyway haha
well im gona stop here le
hope nxt post i will get pictures! if not its so boring n plain ^_^

missing;9:57 PM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

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