Something is Amiss

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

got my new phone yays
pictures are gona come spamming soon
well the new Htc touch diamond phone is...
HARD TO USE!!
dont understand the chim chim english in the phone.. like wtf...
i think i'll try use awhile before deciding anything...
well its a cool phone, but abit laggy and i've been having a headache over it since this afternoon..
all i could do was get the music playlist up
nearly deleting the whole music list in the phone in the process...
have not done my maths yet...sigh
right now... theres just so many things in my mind...
i've been thinking so long... that i didn't realise, the reason y i cant concentrate on studies and focus in doing something is becoz... i'm always thinking about things...24/7...
one after another...
i've really been thinking all these 17 years of my life..

The world can be complicated if you want it to be
but it can be pretty damn fuck easy if you are willing to accept
Forgiving can be a way to solve matters
but in some cases... forgiveness is just an illusion
Love can be great and wonderful at times
but what you might receive in future might be tragic
Family is the best thing in the world
but what if they don't think the same way?
Studying? money? career? thats all we should aim for?
how much knowledge would you bring when you go to heaven?
how much money can you carry when you go to heaven?
what the fuck would your career do when you go to heaven?
what if heaven is not a place for you?
would hell be fun?
who said hell is painful and suffering?
since no one who died said so, and no one would say so if they died
how come heaven and hell is judged such a way?
Humans have feelings?
how come theres such thing as a prison?
can't people feel for people in prison?
fun? i don't think so
how come people get raped, murdered?
feelings? is that word suitable for humans?
who the hell said time is money?
why can't it be a reward for hardwork and effort?
why is there adam and eve? have anyone met them before?
no?
then who started spreading the story?
why is death a sad thing?
why is defiance always wrong towards an elder?
what if the elder is a fucker?
why can't everything be free?
if things were free, won't people have all the values injected into them when their born?
isn't money and trading made by greedy people who wants to be better than the rest?
then why did the rest follow?
greedy? i bet
if people sell things not for money, but for a smile at their customers face,
wouldnt that be nice?
wouldn't people know to "take what they need and not what they want"?
is this world GREAT?
how would you know?
are they other worlds that you have been to before? if theres only one world? how can it be better?

missing;8:48 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

about.

Scream of Pain

past.

merci.