Something is Amiss

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

today was a very dull day...
went to school... laughter will always exsist as long as im in 5n1 la...
last lesson was physics... and suprisingly i didnt fell asleep
after school, maths remedial was cancelled.. thought i could for at least once
now when i want to go, i cant
i havent attended a single one... out of like... 5 or 6 times
got home, sms'd kiat and ask him if he wants to come to my house to play psp
he couldnt
kang seng say he can, so he brought yida and hao wei along
well.. its kinda awkward but i duno why..
people think that me and hao wei some how dont like each other...?
i dont recall being truely bue song with him ah o.o
theres always times when lik suddenly.. u just become awkward with a friend
and i had this with many people..
i can recall during sec 1 it was wei ming, then sec 2 was dickson, sec 3 was kang seng, sec 4 i just got over dickson on the awkward friendship, this year it some how became hao wei, and i just got over kang seng on the awkward friendship
theres always frens who u totally dont have topic to talk about...?
and it seemed like ur angry or not happy with each other when other people view it as a third person..
lol people keep coming up with the topic telling me that hao wei actually is a good person then blahblahblah, then the thing is... do i really look very hostile towards him?
just nothing to chat about wad... last time nothing to chat with ming, then came mu that saved us, then when nothing to chat with dickson, then came online games that saved us, then when nothing to chat with kang seng about, then came MH2 that saved us
now...? talk about wad.. i really duno
muay thai? im not into thai boxing...
MH2? i dont play with him frequently
its super awkward when people come up and say "how come u like very bue song with hao wei liddat one? he come ur face change"
i cant see my face... how i know it changed.. some more it isnt on purpose de wad
so with that level of awkward-ness
yida played dota, kang seng had to multi task and tok to me and hao wei, like msn, open 2 windows then Alt-tab back n forth
these took place the whole afternoon... =.=
after that we went to 201 to eat... then went home
ok enuf of all these...

i want to go around taking contact pictures for my phone! :D so people, when we have the chance to meet up, do let me take a nice photo of u and put in my contact list oKaS?
okas thx byebyes!

I don't want you,
i need you
I don't like you,
i love you
I don't friend you,
coz` i want you.
I don't love you coz` my five senses tells me so
i do so coz` my heart tells me so

missing;9:12 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

about.

Scream of Pain

past.

merci.