Something is Amiss

Friday, August 22, 2008

today is fucked up
screwed maths paper 1, screwed physics paper 2
got home, couldnt sleep
couldnt play
i just stoned and rot

i fucking hate it when my mum gets paranoid bout every little things
my phone rings when my fren sms me, she thinks its my dad
she ask me out for supper after she finish her work
becoz its somewhere near where she always spotted him
she calls her to ask if he wants supper when she doesnt usually do so
y is she thinking so much?
making her so dumb
she claimed being "jian" just becoz she "love" my father
how is jian related to love?
so sick and tired of sensitive and emotional adults
like grow up la
how long have you been on earth, stop being so selfish
sickening old folks
when i talk back she finds me rude
but she cant even see all the ridiculous things shes saying
i no longer get a fuck wad my mum is toking about
nowadays i just piss off toking to her
my mum claiming that shes stress, shes under alot of pain
next day she goes out for movies and have a feast with her frens
and all she thinks about all day is fucking $$
so irritated with all this adult craps
im not sure how long i can hold my temper on another adult
going to the coffee shop and get irritated when the freaking uncle eyes tiap stamp cant see me wave hand want order water
i felt lik screaming at the old fuck cb
anything irritating bout adults i'll surely piss off
fuk la dumb adults
sucks to know that i'll be growing up into lame asses in future

24 aug is coming
deepy-don's bday will be here soon..
cant wait to ask him tom pang some boozy
i really wana drink it all down and just forget everything for just 1 crappy day
so sickeningly tired
deep... tom pang aku....
happy early bday bro

missing;11:58 PM

Friday, August 22, 2008

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