Something is Amiss

Saturday, November 15, 2008

nothing much happened today
i woke up at 12+
went to eat with bro at tmart
met up with wan jun to pass her money as well
she n shiqi was heading for an interview
lol my big bro had the whole day free today
so the 2 of us walked around tmart like tourists haha
he hasnt got the chance to walk around tmart for a long time
hes been busy like cow ^^
then we headed home n played a lame online game from 5+ till 10+ we wanted to go eat dinner at 6, then he couldnt stop playing it till 10+
and we met up with mum n went downstairs for dinner
we had indian rojak, normal rojak -.- lor mee and sotong mee
i said i wanted indian rojak earlier so my bro went to order, then my mum oso say "ya order rojak"
then she ask me go order coz i thought they wanted normal rojak
then when the rojak came my bro kena shocked
he said "HUH? i order indian rojak already leh"
lol luckily the ppl who took order didnt hear properly heard 2 sotong mee as 1
so we didnt had too much left over food
it was fun today spending a day with my big bro :D
hasnt done that for ages since he was busy with Beyond, Rihanna, blahblah and Da sao :( haha
i oso v long nvr go dou fong with da sao on the car le :( shes more busy then ever le ^^
damn farenheit and SHE! gimme my da sao back! stop giving her so much work! and give her more pay!
XD

i hear her cry..
i hear her pray..
i feel her pain..
i feel her tears..
god just stop it,
punish me instead.
punish me for her sins, punish me for her mistakes
blame it on me.
put every single bad karma of hers to me..
stop bringing my mother pain and suffering..
enough is enough.

coz when she cries her heart out, i cried my soul out deep inside
when she suffers great pain, i feel a thousand times more painful knowing she is
and when she gives up everything,
i'd lose my heart and hope in everything.

send me to hell to make sure she goes to heaven
make my soul wander for eternity if it means for her to be happy
take my soul, my body, my mind
if thats what it takes for god to be contented and let her be happy
take whatever you like from me, coz i've had enough seeing the happiness and love thats stolen from her
because i love my mother.

missing;1:52 AM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

about.

Scream of Pain

past.

merci.