Something is Amiss

Saturday, October 17, 2009

been awhile since I blogged, school started, life has gone on with lesser partying
but im glad the clique is still meeting up for badmintons, birthday celebrations and more
An early Resolution, Wishing for it to go on like this :) I could live my life a thousand times and still enjoy it.

as for schooling, have met a few new people in the new class, they're quite friendly, however im still meeting up w45q for 1st breaks haha well i guess we just dun bear the morning breakfast together everyday
well ytd i forgot to do my rj... and i realised in my sleep today, which was like...5 hours ago, i didnt do my rj for friday as well...
well lucky my friday faci is good, so i prolly could send her thru email later

as for the title of the post, there was an incident ytd
I was listening to yiruma's piano music on imeem and taking a short nap
then i realise everyone was going out for break alr, i tried to wake up from my sleep but i couldnt
i tried really hard for 5 or 6 times, each time when i was going to wake up, i fall back into another deeper sleep
it got me thinking, is that how death feels like? still having conscious of what the world feels like, yet u cant wake up ever again, never to open ur eyes and move freely
An Eternal Sleep.
well after trying for nearly half an hour, i managed to jump out of sleep, i just stood up suddenly, lol my team mates were so shocked
Me:WOAH!~ break liao ah?
Classmate:ya.. u not going break?
Me:ya, im going now :)
(it was 11.30, and i slept at 10.50)
well im prolly too tired thats all haha, it was probably fatigue thats y i couldnt wake up, or just im plain lazy
but sometimes simple things that happens to us, can have the same feeling for bigger n more unimaginable things...
mayb thats wad death feels like.. who knows :P
well luckily I called damuel ytd, comfirmed with him my off day today,
he said he would call me if he needed me to work, at 9am, my phone rang, i was shocked n disappointed, slowly picked up my phone and realise it was my alarm... LOL
(my sms ring tone n alarm is the same song...)
well i went on sleeping for 5 mins, n my phone rang again, i realise i forgot to stop it n had it to snooze... -.-
another shock, then went on till 10+ and finally it was a real sms this time
but luckily it was just someone asking me if i could take over shift on the 31st
well went on sleeping till 2+pm n wakes up now
finding the day so beautiful :)
hasnt stayed home on weekends for quite a long time...
well i changed my blog song as well, to these beautiful songs by yiruma,
one of the songs was the one i listened when i was in class n couldnt wake up ,
though i forgot which one was it, but its a very calming song thats all i know, could put a beast to sleep, a giant into a slumber and a devil into an daze.

missing;2:50 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

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